**Adrian**
I spent my entire night thinking about what I am going to say to my mother. I kept imagining having this conversation so many times this morning, I already knew the questions I wanted to ask.
Why did you do it? Why did you send those messages? Why have you been monitoring me? Why did you try so hard to keep me away from the Blackwoods?
Most importantly, what is she hiding from me? I don't know which of the questions is going to come first though.
I know I can't go into that conversation angry and start accusing her of everything without giving her the chance to speak but if I do that I will also let her manipulate me.
My mother must have returned from her trip this morning. I would wait for her to settle in before going to see her.
It has been 10 minutes since I leaned b
