I hate myself for not asking how he feels about me. I hate myself for not admitting to liking him; I just can't put myself out there, especially when I'm not sure how I feel about him. I've seen him interact with other girls; it's practically the same way he acts around me. He calls me Darling; he probably calls them Sweetie or Sugar-chips, or some other stupid, nauseating name. He probably teases them about their crushes on him, just like he does to me.
When we were at Shane's party all that time ago, he flirted with that girl and came and started conversing with me as if nothing happened. He flirted with me that entire night, or at least that's what Sandra and Lola say, and he takes a step back to flirt with another girl before returning back to me. How do I know I'm just not another g
