ELODIE.
The grief I felt settled in slowly and quietly until one day I realized I couldn’t see anything beyond it—not the future, not myself, not even the memory of who I had been before Sofia died. It pressed against my chest every time I tried to breathe, heavy and unforgiving, as if my body itself were tired of carrying me forward.
The days that followed felt meaningless. My mornings, afternoons and nights all blurred into one long stretch of emptiness. I slept too much and yet not enough. I forgot to eat, forgot to answer messages, forgot that the world outside my apartment still existed. Sofia’s absence filled every corner of my life. Her laugh echoed in silence. Her clothes still hung in the closet. Her mug stayed untouched by the sink.
New York kept moving, but I didn’t.
I walked the streets like a shadow, drifting through crowds without really seeing anyone. The city that once felt alive with its bright signs, loud music and flashing lights now looked drained of color. Everything felt dull, grey and distant, as if I were watching my life through thick glass.
That afternoon, I didn’t remember leaving my apartment. I only remembered walking, my feet moving without my permission. My mind stayed somewhere else—stuck in the past, replaying moments I could no longer reach.
I stepped off the curb without looking.
The sound came first—tires screaming against asphalt, a horn blaring so loud it cut through the air, then wind—sharp and sudden—as a car swerved hard in front of me, missing my body by inches.
Someone yelled.
I froze in the middle of the street, my heart pounding so fast it felt like it might break through my ribs. People stared. The driver leaned out of the window, shouting words I didn’t hear. My legs felt weak, more from exhaustion than from fear, and from the strange detachment that had wrapped itself around me since Sofia died. I should have been shaken. I should have been scared. Instead, I felt nothing.
A car door opened, and I heard soft heels touch the pavement.
A woman stepped out from the passenger side. She moved with calm purpose, like someone who never rushed, no matter the situation. She wore a long coat, tailored and elegant, her dark hair pulled back neatly. Her face was composed, but when her eyes met mine, I saw something beneath the surface—something close to sadness, the kind you didn’t need words to recognize.
“Hello. Are you alright?” she asked gently.
Her voice cut through the fog around my mind. I nodded without thinking, though I wasn’t sure it was true.
“You shouldn’t walk like that,” she said, not harshly, but with concern. “This city won’t slow down for anyone.”
“I know,” I murmured.
She studied me for a moment, her gaze lingering longer than expected. It felt like she was looking past my face, past my clothes and straight into the hollow space inside me.
“What’s your name?” she asked.
“Elodie.”
“I’m Adelina,” she said. “Adelina Romano.”
The name meant nothing to me then. Names rarely did anymore.
She asked if I had somewhere to go urgently. I told her no, though my apartment was only a few blocks away. The truth was, I didn’t want to go back there. Every wall reminded me of what I had lost.
She held my hand, leading me to the car. I don’t remember deciding to get in. I just did.
The silence between us wasn’t uncomfortable. It felt shared, like we were both carrying something heavy and didn’t need to explain it.
“My sister died,” I said suddenly.
The words spilled out before I could stop them. My throat tightened, my chest aching. I hadn’t planned to tell her. I didn’t even know her, but something about her presence made me feel safe.
Adelina didn’t react with shock or pity. She only nodded slowly.
“I lost someone too,” she said. “Recently.”
Her hands rested calmly in her lap, but I noticed how tightly her fingers were pressed together.
We didn’t talk much after that. We didn’t need to, anyway. She asked me questions about my life—where I was from, what I did for work. I told her the truth. That I had nothing steady. That I was barely holding on. That I didn’t know what came next.
That’s when she made the offer.
“I need help,” she said. “A live-in nanny. For my nephew.”
I frowned. “I’ve never done that.”
“You don’t need experience,” she replied. “You just need patience and a good heart.”
I almost laughed at that. I didn’t feel like I had a heart left, not with the emptiness I had been feeling.
She explained the basics of the job. Good pay. A place to stay. Immediate start. She said the rest could be discussed later. It felt unreal, too easy and too sudden, but desperation has a way of quieting doubt.
“I’ll do it,” I said.
She handed me papers the next day—a non-disclosure agreement with long paragraphs filled with legal language I barely understood. My mind was numb. All I saw was a way out—out of my apartment, out of the memories, out of the city streets that almost swallowed me whole.
I signed without delay.
I packed what little I owned into two bags—my clothes, shoes and a photograph of Sofia that I almost left behind but couldn’t. As I zipped the bag shut, something small stirred inside me. It wasn’t happiness. It was hope—fragile, shaky, but alive.
The address Adelina gave me took me far from my usual world: past familiar buildings, past noise and crowds, into a quiet stretch of land guarded by tall iron gates. The mansion rose behind them like something out of a different life. It was massive, with its stone walls, tall windows and perfectly trimmed hedges—beautiful and intimidating all at once. I hesitated before ringing the bell, completely astonished by the house, which was nothing like I imagined.
A housekeeper opened the door. She was polite, distant, and efficient. She took my bags without asking and led me inside. The interior was just as overwhelming—marble floors, high ceilings and hallways that seemed to stretch endlessly. Every step I took echoed, making me feel small and out of place.
We entered a vast living area flooded with light from floor-to-ceiling windows.
And then I saw him.
He stood by the window, his back to me, shoulders broad and still. He didn’t move when we entered, but his presence filled the room—cold, controlled and powerful.
When he turned, the air shifted. His sharp steel-grey eyes locked onto mine, assessing me with an unreadable expression, and I felt my breath hitch in my throat.
His shirt was open at the chest, revealing a tattoo I recognized instantly—a wolf’s head, dark and detailed, blood streaking from its eyes.
My heart sank.
I knew that tattoo.
I had seen it under flashing lights and felt its presence in a room thick with music and danger. I had seen the man who wore it standing in a club, watching the world like it belonged to him.
The realization hit me like ice.
This was Vincenzo Romano, the man Adelina had told me about the previous day and the man whom I had met at the club.
And right now, this man was about to be my new employer.