I fall asleep, but this time there are no dreams. I wake up with an overdrive and a discussion in the house - what were you thinking . - She's a vampire Owen she won't die i thought if she was in a risky situation she would use her abilities . i hear a cruel laugh - so you gave the order . i hear the sound of breaking glass - no i didn't give the order i asked you to train her i would never condone it don't act like i was capable of such a thing . i cringe and try to cover my ears to their argument - how is she . I don't even know how to feel right now - well she threw up everything she had eaten and she is not curing as she should be, my blood is bringing her nightmares so I suppose she doesn't want to drink from me for a while. That was true, I didn't know if I could handle the

