36 I’ve been shot again. Some think that the pain is more bearable the second time around. No It actually hurts even more. I think it has to do with the fact that your body is trying to take revenge on your nervous system because it got every other system hurt again. I ain’t even mad. I mean, I rushed through the door despite knowing that this entire place is rigged with cameras. I am his enemy anyway so he had every right to shoot me. What was he supposed to do? Hug me? I’d rather be shot at than hugged by him. “Are you stupid? Why did you rush through that door? You’re making this easy for me.” “s**t. I’m as confused as you are,” I said. He keeps his eyes on me; I keep switching my stare between him and the monitors behind him. To my surprise, every screen is pitch black. When I

