The Painful Obsession

Chapter 1

"Yes, that's right, Xandra." He moan before he grabbed my hair and move my head as I suck his d**k.

"Ohh, Xandra. You have such a beautiful use now."

I almost gagged when he guided my head to suck his whole d**k. I wanted to cry and call for help but I couldn't. No one in this place would dare to help me.

"I will use your body to the enemies—yes, use your body, b***h. Seduce them, let them f**k you and then kill them."

Agad akong bumangon at tumingin sa paligid. No, what if he's here?

Nang walang nakitang kahit na sino ay saka ko pinakawalan ang mga luhang kanina pa gustong lumabas. I cried in silence. I don't want anyone to hear me, I don't want them to see how hurt I am.

"Use your body, you b***h! f**k him and kill him!"

Tinakpan ko ang tenga ko kasabay ng pagsabunot ko sa sarili ko. Stop! Shut up!

But the voice of my most hated person just keep on saying those, even laughing really hard.

"Pleasure yourself, Xandra."

Fucking shut up!

"Open your filthy mouth!"

Please, stop.

"Why, Xandra? Do you want to die the way your beloved mother died?"

No! Don't use her against me.

"Suck my d**k, Xandra."

"Shut up!" I shout. The voice laugh and didn't stop.

Tumayo ako at kinuha ang lalagyan ng gamot sa drawer, I took the medicine but the voice didn't stop. Kumuha ulit ako at ininom iyon, galit ko iyong tinapon ng hindi tumigil ang boses sa utak ko.

"Stop, please. I beg you," humihikbi kong sabi ngunit wala man lang epekto.

Pinunas ko ang luha ko at yumuko. I tried to calm myself but I couldn't.

"Your Highness, are you alright?" Rinig kong tanong mula sa labas ng pinto. The voice is from a man, sigurado akong si Rocco iyon.

I didn't respond. After a minutes of silence, I heard his voice again. "Your Highness, do you need help?" His voice is full of concern—or pity...?

But I don't need anyone to pity me. I am strong. I can overcome this. Without anyone pitying me.

"I'll go inside, Your Highness." The door open and Rocco came inside my dark room.

Rocco seemed to memorize my whole room 'cause he found me in just a second. He stop in front of me before kneeling to face me.

"What happened, Your Highness?" He asked. I didn't answer, I just stares at him. Without any emotion in my face.

"I don't need your help, Rocco. Get out of my room." I said but he didn't move. I glare at him pero hindi talaga ito nagpa tinag.

"Don't lie, Xandra—"

"No!" I shout.

That f*****g name. That name became my trigger. That name that everyone's moaning every time they use my body.

"I am here to give you this another medicine." Nilabas nito ang isang lalagayan ng gamot at inabot sakin. "This will help you relax, Your Highness."

I looked at the thing that he gave. This will help me relax. Will this be able to stop the chaos in my mind?

"It is like a sleeping pills with another side effect that helps you relax. I consulted Dr. Volzski just to get that." He explained, siguro ay nakita nito ang pagtataka sa muka ko.

That's why he's been away for a days. Wala rin siya nung nagkaharap kami ni Adraile.

"I know you're confuse but, I won't do anything that would hurt you, Your Highness. I am your loyal butler and your honest friend. You can rely on me, Your Highness." He said.

Inayos ko ang sarili hanggang sa kumalma ako. I thanked Rocco, nang makumpirang maayos na ang lagay ko ay umalis na rin ito. But I know that he's just outside my room.

I took one pill at totoo nga ang sinabi ni Rocco. I felt relax at maya-maya lang ay dinalaw na rin ako ng antok.

It was almost noon when I woke up. My seevant woke me up saying I should get ready and go to his study room.

Mabilis ang naging mga kilos ko dahil ayaw na ayaw nitong pinag hihintay kahit na isang minuto. Mabuti nalang at may kausap pa siya ng makarating ako sa harap ng pinto ng study room niya.

I waited for almost an hour bago ko makitang lumabas ang isang lalakeng may katandaan na, bago lang ito sa paningin ko kaya't alam ko ng may bagong plano na naman ang ama ko.

As soon as the man went out for my father's study room, I walk inside. I saw my father sitting at the one sitter leather sofa which was very expensive, and his favorite.

"I've got good news from Izrael." Panimula nito. I'm curious about that good news.

Huminto ako sa harapan niya at agad naman akong hinagod ng tingin nito mula baba hanggang taas. I know that look in his eyes. His eyes are my most hated part of him. By just looking at those, parang gusto kong tusukin ang mga mata niya.

"Adraile Law Salvatore is searching for you. He might be curious about you that's why," tumingin ito sa mga mata ko na agad ko namang nilabanan. I am looking at him like a ghost. "And my plan is to hand you over him."

What?!

"I'm sorry?" I asked.

He sarcastically chuckle. Kinuha nito ang baso na may lamang mamahaling wine saka humigop.

"I'll hand you over—no, you will surrender yourself."

Tatanggapin ko na ba? But what if they kill me? Pathetic! Gusto ko na nga palang mamatay.

I'll just think of a better plan kapag nandoon na ako. Dahil habang nandito ako sa mansyon na ito ay hindi ako makakagawa ng maayos ng plano dahil maraming sagabal, at isa na doon ang ama ko.

"I know you're not stupid not to make you own plan, but make sure that I will like your plan." He says, na tila ba may pagbabanta sa boses nito.

"Seduce him, Xandra. Use your body. Make him go crazy with your body."