Why?
Sam:
I feel so empty. It seems that my life has paused to a certain moment, which unfortunately happens to be the moment I told Erik to leave.
"Erik, please leave." I had said, being the fool that I was. I knew I was doing wrong, but I had to. This was RIGHT.
I couldn't just let him on, because however much I try to hide the real reason I was pushing Erik away, I couldn't.
I couldn't let away my secret so easily. I couldn't just FORGET it.
How can I forget something SO important..? Something which has RUINED my life ever since I discovered it?
If I could forget then maybe, I would be in Erik's arm right now.
Yeah, I try to keep it cool all the time But I don't think I can do it anymore.
'Not anymore, not anymore, not anymore.' I don't know why but I kept on repeating those w
