It All Started With A bet

Chapter 5

Some mixed thoughts:

Sam:

"The sun goes down, the stars come out.

But all that counts is here and now.

My universe will never be the same,

I am glad you came, I am glad you came."

I was listening to Glad You Came by The Wanted. I literally love that song. I mean, it is so sweet.

I was listening to the song but then I don't know how I started comparing the song with my life.

How my life would be if Erik wasn't in it?

I mean, I know that just three days have passed but he already feels like a part of my life.

I was the girl who used to sit alone in the corner, a loner.

The loner.

But, suddenly like the blow of wind, Erik came into my life.

I know it seems melodramatic but Erik makes me feel complete.

I know Erik will be gone after he wins or loses the bet, but I can't help but think about how my life would be as Erik's girlfriend.

Erik Night's girlfriend.

Wow, thinking of it only makes me shiver.

What if Erik falls in love with me? And that to if he hasn't already fallen.

What?

What the heck am I thinking? He is Erik! And Erik Night can't fall for a girl like me.

I mean, look at me!

I am ugly; I don't dress up like other girls. I don't even apply make up! And then there's Erik. All the girls are on his feet.

He can get any girl he wants, and unfortunately that girl isn't me. I can never be the girl of his dreams.

We are like, two different levels.

"Well, that is why he is playing with your heart." The voice in my head says.

"Will you please shut up?" I snap.

"As you wish." The voice says.

Wow! This is the first time the voice listened to me.

I wish he could listen to the voice. Maybe then he would understand how messed up I am.

The memories of how I first saw him come to my mind. It was 2 years ago, he was new at school.

______________________2 years ago______________________

"Sammy." Jess called.

Jessica or Jess was my best friend at that time, unfortunately, for me; she left school last year because they had to shift.

"Yes messy Jessy?" yes, I used to tease her by that name. She HATED it.

She made a face at the name but continued to speak. "A new transfer student has come to our school." She announced.

"So what? Every year a new student joins school. What's new in THAT?" I asked, totally confused.

"Yeah, but this one is SO HOT!" she explained.

Gosh! Jessica was always doing some sort of boyfriend hunting.

"So?" I asked.

"So, Miss Samantha Hurrez, come with me." She said, dragging me towards the crowd of girls, possibly where the HOT boy was. Not even bothering to listen to my answer.

The girls were wearing close to NOTHING.

"Such sluts." I said.

"Yeah, tell me about it." She said, rolling her eyes.

"OH MY GOD!" Jess shouted.

"What happened?" I asked.

"He is coming towards us." Jess whisper yelled.

I looked in front of me, and sure. He was coming.

My eyes locked with his. God! I swear I could melt in them.

We were looking at each other when I realized how odd it was looking and I broke the eye contact.

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Well, that was how I first saw him.

And I swear he is the first guy I EVER had crush on.

Now

It is irritating now. I can't tolerate my mixed thoughts.

Some mixed thoughts.