Diary of me. Sam: "Here I am an open book, Turn the pages, solve the rage. Get a look, of what you get is what you see, Baby, you hold the key; To the diary of me." Believe it or not, listening to Taylor Swift calms me. Why am I freaked out you ask? Oh, that is because I am going to call Erik right now and tell him everything about Connor. 'Just call him.' The voice in the back of my head said. And I did, I took my cell phone and dialed Erik's number. The rest will be handled, he won't be angry. He will protect me because he cares about me, right? He picked up the phone after the fourth ring. "Sam?" He asked he sounded groggy. "I am sorry, were you sleeping?" Oh god, I hope I didn't wake him up, or he'd think that I am so needy. "No" He laughed. "I woke up a few minutes ago

