Dripping Roses

20

Chapter 20

"Can I have one?"

"No!"

"Sydney!"

"No!"

"Please!"

"No!"

"How about now?"

"No!"

"Fine! You're being atrocious."

"I'm being atrocious because I won't allow you to have a cookie." She chastised sounding amused.

My glare on her hardened and I walked away.

"Where are you going? Its your office." She yelled.

"Shut the f**k up Sydney!"

Sydney and I came out of the hospital a while ago. I had to speak to Aviolo so I convinced her into coming with me. She said that she will meet me here, because she had some important business to do.

"Scar!" Aviolo called.

"Aviolo, just the man I was looking for." A soft pat on his shoulder was made and we walked to the conference room.

"Why wasn't jinx with us?" He asked skeptically.

My eyebrows knitted in confusion and I motioned for him to elaborate.

"Okay first, Jinx wasn't with us for the drug bust, neither was she there for half of our meetings. Yesterday, I followed her and saw her going into NYPD." He explained. I knew the reason she was in the precinct but it didn't dawn on me about the missing meetings.

"I have an idea. Though she has a girlfriend in the precinct but you can't be too sure." Aviolo nod in agreement. "So we will follow her and if we find anything out of line, we'll work from there."

A sly grin painted on his face and he walked away. I turned around and saw Sydney standing behind me and two cookies in her hand.

"Cookies!" I screamed and rushed forward. She chuckled and gave me one.

"Come on cookie monster."

"Let's go to the park!" I said distantly.

"Why should we?" She asked.

"Because... I want too, so let's go." I tugged at her arm and we both walked out of the warehouse and into the streets of Manhattan.

"Its gonna take us twenty minutes to walk to central park."

"Who said anything about walking?" I queried with a smug grin on my lips.

"Well I assumed since..... Oh god I'm not getting on that!" She yelled as I hopped onto my red and black Yamaha.

"Come on Syd. I promise I won't drive fast."

"I'm a lawyer Scar. Your horrendous promises amuse me." A thick scowl was on her beautiful face.

"Come on Sydneyyy..... Everything will be alright."

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"You illiterate, condescending, idiotic, callous woman. You said 'I won't drive fast Sydney,' guess what? You drove f*****g fast. Almost killing us in the process." She screamed and walked away.

"Sydney, I thought we could of fit through." I deadpanned.

"You're such an ass."

"I'm sorry Sydney!" I ran to catch up with her.

"Say sorry to my 900 dollar shoes." She huffed in annoyance.

"They were just Luis Vittons." I chastised.

Just... Just Luis. You know what Scar? Forget it! I would just kill you right now." She bellowed.

"You're over reacting. We went under the truck just in time."

"You're relentless."

"No! I'm Scar."

"Where is the verbal activist I met five months ago?"

"Maybe she went on a vacation." I shrugged with a smug grin on my face. "Come on Sydney loosen up."

"I haven't been loose since I was fifteen." She scolded.

"You were loose." I put on my best surprised voice.

She rolled her eyes and took off her shoe... Well her last shoe, considering the other one flew off the bridge.

"Yes Makada! With my ex girlfriend Jennifer. We had a lot of loose moments."

"You had a girlfriend!" My eyes widened in fake surprise.

"Yes Makada! She was my first."

"So what happened?"

"My father happened."

"Elaborate!?"

"My father was... Weird. He had this weird belief that I should be a marine like him... Well was."

"Meaning?"

"Meaning he had multiple heart failures, so they took him off the field. I was only six back then. He turned me into him; a killing machine."

"So your father was a psycho." I laughed.

She joined in, "precisely!"

"So what happened to Jennifer?"

"She was the new girl in school and I was the president of the student council." She smiled sadly. "She was the badgirl. Always ditching class, smoking in the toilets, f*****g girls in the janitor closet. For months, I gave her detention. Unfortunately, I fell in love with the bad girl."

"You have a thing for badasses, Dont you?" I chuckled.

"Shut up Scar! So one day, I'm having the orgasm of my life and the next thing I knew, my father was staring at me. He dragged Jennifer out the house and nearly beat me to death. My mother came home and tried stopping him, but hr wouldn't stop."

Her eyes looked distant as she stared at the ground. It was the first time I saw her look vulnerable. Her walls were down and I knew she was still hurting. She lost the love of her life because if her father's atrocious deeds. That pain hardened her heart. I now understand her words 'you can't hurt a heart that's not there.'

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"Makada Kenneth, get your ass back here now!"

"No!"

"Makada!"

"Tell me you love me!"

"No!"

"Well I'm gonna jump!"

"Don't you dare!"

I glared at Sydney and hopped off the rock and onto the pathway.

"You are so dumb!"

"No I'm not."

"Yes you are!"

"No I'm not!"

"You're such a child!"

"We can have a child."

"I don't want a child. Well I do, but not now."

"Why not? We can have a little Michael." I beamed while hugging her around her waist.

"James! And no. I want my freedom and a child will tamper with that."

"Michael! And think about it Sydney. We can have a little son running around with his ding dong freely."

"Our son will have class Scar. Besides, we didn't even have s*x yet." She frowned.

"I Dont have a p***s!" I deadpanned.

"Use your fingers asshole!"

I smirked and pulled her closer to me. "So you do want to have s*x!"

"Shut the f**k up Makada!"

"You brought it up!"

"I do want to have s*x with you. Though you can't handle me."

"I...I can't handle you. You do realize you're talking to the stamina king." I puffed out my chest to meet hers and she laughed.

"Whatever makes you sleep at night."

"Hey! I am great at bed."

"I didn't deny it!" She smirked, "you're just not better than me."

"Whatever, you narcissistic bitch." I frowned. "So about Michael!"

"James and I'll think about it."

"Come on Sydney! I want a baby and I only want one with you." I pouted.

"No!"

"Don't you love me?"

"I never mentioned anything to you about love."

"You're a b***h!"

"Why thank you kind nobleman." She feigned kindness.

I rolled my eyes and pecked her lips. She wrapped her hands in my hair and brought me closer.

"I love you. I'll marry you one day." I smiled and pecked her lips again. She sighed and untangled herself from me.

My eyebrows furrowed in confusion, "what's wrong?"

"I have something to tell you!"

She fiddled with her fingers and I frowned.

"What?"

"Kelly asked me to marry her."

The mention of that b***h made my anger rise. "You said no, right?"

"Not particularly!"

"f**k Sydney! You said you were leaving her, now you're f*****g engaged." I yelled in frustration.

"Makada, you need to relax."

"Don't f*****g tell me relax. You're the one f*****g everything up." I shouted. I grabbed fists of my hair and groaned.

"Makada!" She yelled.

"What!?"

"I didn't know what to do. She brought the guilt train."

"You're a lawyer! How the f**k did someone guilt trip you?"

"I don't know! She just did."

"What are you going to do now?"

"I need more time to think about that."

"So you're actually thinking about it!?" I chuckled darkly and walked away.

"Scar!" She called.

I placed my best smile on and turned around. "Its okay Sydney. Let's go!"

"Mak......"

"No Sydney! I promise I'm okay!" I stared at her and frowned. Why couldn't she see how much I love her? My heart felt heavy as I watched the woman that held my heart for the first time break my heart once again.

"Let's go!"

The ride to Sydney's house was eerily quiet and my thoughts ran amok. I tried my best not to show my vulnerability. It showed to be quite difficult when the problem to your issues, were pressed firmly against you.

I parked in front of her apartment and helped her down. "I'll talk to you later!" I muttered.

"Scar!"

"Sydney!"

"I'm sorry!"

"No, I'm sorry!"

"You are!?" She questioned.

"Yupp! You're gonna soon be married Sydney. I should of respected your relationship. Your fiancé is waiting for you. Bye." I gave her half smile and hopped on my bike.

A hand on my forearm stopped me from driving off. Then a palm to my face stopped me from moving. "What the f**k is wrong to you? Can't you see I f*****g love you? You're just gonna give up."

Her face was red with anger and her grip on my arm hardened. She pulled her hand away and raised it again but I caught it in time. My lips found her knuckles, then her lips. She quickly wrapped her arms around my neck and deepened the kiss. My tongue swiped across her bottom lip, in ask of entrance. She obliged and her slick organ unraveled into my mouth. My tongue wrapped around hers and sucked gently. I grabbed her waist and hoisted her in the air and wrapped her legs around my waist.

She bit down on my bottom lip and tugged at my hair. The pull at my hair felt like a pull at my heart. The moment I first saw her, I knew she'll make a significant mark in my life. Her class and her poise drew me towards her and from that day, she pierced my heart. I am in love with Sydney Pearson and my heart will always be with her.

"Scar!" She moaned.

I groaned and squeezed her butt in my hands. She moaned into my ear and sucked on the earlobe. "Do you want to come upstairs?" She whispered and kissed my neck lightly. I shivered and stared at her.

"What about Kelly?"

"She isn't home!" She smirked. I placed her on the floor and she grabbed my hand, carrying me to the lobby of her apartment. The moments from the elevator door to in the elevator was a terrorizing couple of seconds.

The s****l tension was so thick, you could of been easily suffocated. The alert of the elevator rung through our ears. The moment we arrived in her apartment, we practically hopped on each other.

Sydney was pressed to the wall and a hungry kiss was orchestrated. She removed her blouse and was only in her red and black Victoria secret lace bra. I attacked her soft, flawless neck. My tongue darted out and sucked on the spot behind her ear. Her moans echoed throughout the apartment.

She quickly pushed my jacket off my shoulders and unbuttoned my shirt. I stood in my sports bra and trousers.

"Room!" Sydney whispered. I nod and walked in the direction she told me. She fumbled with her hands trying to open the door. As we stepped in, I kicked it close and threw her on the bed. I removed my pants, my shoes and my boxers. I stood naked and smirked as I saw her stare at me with lust.

I walked over to her and pulled her skirt off. "Leave on the heels." I smirked.

My hands brushed across the swells of her breast and she shivered. I straddled her legs and kissed down her firm stomach.

"f**k Scar, stop teasing!" She moaned. My tongue went into her navel and sucked lightly.

"Oh god!" She moaned.

She wrapped her hands in my hair and pulled me towards her lips. We kissed ferociously. The fire in the kiss could of burnt any metal. Her moans got shallower and her grip on my hair tightened. I gave feather light kisses along her jawline and down to the swells of her breast. I bit lightly and she groaned.

The moment I freed her supple mounds out of its restraints, my mouth found her hardened n****e. She moaned out and arched her back off the bed. I pushed her back down and gripped her waist. My free hand rolled her nub in between my fingers.

"Oh f**k Scar!" She pushed my head towards her heated core and I smirked.

"Eager aren't we!"

"Shut the f**k up and f**k me!"

I rolled my eyes bit complied eagerly. I brushed my finger over her damp panties.

"Yes!" She moaned, "take it off!"

I smirked and bit the hem of her panties slowly pulling it off. I spread her legs and bit on her inner thighs, leaving little bite marks. She shivered and rubbed my head as though I'm a good dog.

I blew on her swollen bud and she shivered. My tongue rolled out and gave her a firm lick towards the surface of her womanhood.

"f**k!"

"No cursing Sydney!" I smirked.

"Shut the f**k up and f**k me, you asshole!"

"Fine!"

My head dipped between her legs and continued my slow tendencies. I wrapped my mouth around her bud and sucked viciously. Two fingers was soon added to the mix and she moaned out. I pumped faster, twisting and turning, slowly bringing her to an orgasm. Her nails dug into my shoulder, bringing it down onto my back. The scratches felt deep but that didn't stop me. I added another finger and pressed my thumb onto her bud. She rocked her hips onto my fingers and grind harshly.

"Faster!" She moaned.

I complied and shook my fingers faster. Her moans got slower and I knew she was close. She pulled my hand out of her warmth and pushed me down onto the bed. Quickly, she straddled me and began rocking violently. My juices coated with hers, I moaned out. My hands found her waist and slammed her harder onto me.

"f**k Sydney!"

Her breasts bounced with every movement she made and I had the urge to grab them. So I did. I massaged her mounds into my hands and realized I was on the edge. With one last thrust forward, both Sydney and I was in an euphoric state. Our moans were mixed with lust and love. I stared into her eyes as she came down from her high.

"I love you!" She muttered.

"And I shall forever love you!"