DAMIEN When Ruby Jane walked out on me after accepting that she would end things with me to have her fun, I felt my chest tighten. This was all new to me. I didn’t know it would affect me this much. My heart ached and the knots in my stomach tightened. I watched her walk away from me and it felt as if something huge get my body. It took me some minutes before I got a hold of myself and went back to the party. I saw Ruby Jane seated and having a drink and then the urge to spit her up for how I was feeling filled my head and so I decided to dance with a girl. I wasn’t feeling the lady I was dancing with but I wanted to make Ruby Jane feel the way that I was feeling even though I doubted if she would. When our eyes met, I felt like I was doing something terrible but I didn’t stop what

