~ I always thought I was the only strong girl in our circle for not being naïve but it turns out I never met the only one who’d bend me down. Until you had. Tell me honestly, just tell me. I know you never wanted to hurt me I can see it in your eyes but love, you’re hurting me more this way. So please, I beg you, break my heart this instant! Break it to pieces I don’t have any reason left to try winnign your smiles. Break me with the truth. So I’d hate you and I promise I will leave. It’ll probably take a year or two but I’ll learn to accept that your heart and soul belongs to someones else already. And only she would make your eyes laugh not I. now I know why they say it’s hard when you’re the only one in love. And I don’t need to break your heart for breaking mine, I can see it in you

