HANNAH It felt like my stomach had been hollowed out and pumped full of squirming bugs. I knew what the feeling was. Fear. Anxiety. Mostly dread. The problem was that there was absolutely nothing I should be afraid or anxious about. The fire incident had happened two days ago now, and I was over it. Did I almost die trying to save the kids? Yes.But did I survive? Yes. So why did I feel like something very bad was about to happen? Maybe it was the dream I had two days ago and yesterday. Finally, I stopped dreaming about the fire. Now, I had a very bizarre dream. Julia died. When I woke up, I couldn't understand why I'd see such a dream. I had seen her lifeless body in the dream, ripped out. Was it a warning like other dreams? Why on earth would I be warned if something bad would trul

