A light at the end of the tunnel

Baby on the way

I wake up. I feel pains on my side. I start to panic, breathing heavily. I'm not sure what to think, so I wake up Cameron and in a panicked voice I tell Him "I think this is it" He jumps out of bed freaking out saying"do we wake up your mom now and go to the hospital"  I tell him "yes it hurts really bad" Cameron storms out of the room and wakes up my mom and suddenly I hear a scream of joy saying "yay! I thought it was sweet that she was excited but at that moment i was not feeling excited, just tons of pressure and pain. I grab my overnight bag and all of us head towards the front door and made are way into the car. I was lucky the hospital I was going to was only 5 minutes away. We get there and all of a sudden i feel an even worse pain than all the rest. I yell "ow" my mom asks me "are you ok"? I respond " I think this baby wants out". Cameron and my mom both rush me in the entrance of the hospital and tell the nurses" the baby is coming now". One of the nurses gets me a wheel chair and takes me back to find a room. The doctor comes in and checks how soon the baby is really coming. I was 4 cm dilated. The doctor tells me " the baby wont be coming anytime soon, but lets get you settled in your room. 5 minutes later and I'm settled in my room having more and harder contractions back to back. I ask the nurse " Is it possible the baby can want out 5 minutes after the doctor checked me and he thinks the baby wont be coming out soon!" I yelled. The nurse said " Ill check you to ease your mind" So the nurse puts on her gloves picks up my gown and checks me. I see a surprised look on her face. She screams" your 10 cm the baby is ready to come out". I start freaking out and luckily Cameron and my mom find my room right on time and i told them, "the baby is ready to come out" The nurse went to get the doctor and my mom and Cameron are trying to keep me calm. All of a sudden I feel a sudden urge to push, I tell my mom " mom i have to push I feel the baby wanting out"

So as I said that the doctor comes rushing in and starts putting gloves on while the nurse prepares everything. The doctor checks me and while he checks me I scream " I have to push!" He tells me" push Sarah its time" So I push and then I pushed again, then I push a 3 rd time and all of a sudden I  hear a cry. I felt no pain after I heard that cry. I hear the doctor say "its a boy"The doctor asked Cameron if he wanted to cut the umbilical cord. He said "yes" nervously. He cuts the umbilical cord and the nurse wraps my baby boy in a blanket and hands him to me. I look at my baby and everything in that moment didn't matter but him. I looked at him  and my first words To him were "Hi" in a high pitched tone. I loved him so much and I just met him." Who knew you can love someone this tiny so very much" I said aloud without even knowing it. I looked over at my mom and she had tears running down her face, tears of joy. I then looked over at Cameron and he had no emotion on his face like he didn't even care his baby was born. At that moment I didn't even care I just looked back at my baby boy. He was all that mattered to me. So after a while when things settled down and they took my baby boy to washed up and to give him shots. I was able to get Cameron alone while my mom went to get coffee. I asked Cameron " what is wrong with you, you don't even seem happy" He Sighs then Says" I'm not happy I'm scared as hell to be a dad" I said "its normal to feel that way, you think i'm not scared?" He looks down with a sad look on his face. I told him "look i know we are't in the best relationship but we have to make this work for our baby" He quickly changes the subject and tells me "i'm going to see my parents again this weekend". I told him "well shouldn't we both go see them with our baby so they can see their grandson?"  He stutters "uh..uh yeah but we can take our son to see my parents another day, their busy this weekend and i have some work to do for them" Something inside me didn't  believe him. Especially how weird hes been acting these past months. I just sighed and told him "okay whatever you want". 

We finally arrive at home with our baby boy and got comfortable and just relaxed in bed with our boy. I asked Cameron  " hey what are we going to name our new baby boy?, we have to name him soon". He tells me whatever you want it to be" I looked at my baby boy and said " I think i'll name you Caleb" Cameron not objecting told me he really doesn't care about our baby. I was sad but then just looked at my baby and again nothing mattered but him. 2 weeks passed Cameron growing weirder and weirder  by the day , not paying much attention to Caleb. I was getting worried. I hear a voice calling me 'Sarah" Cameron was outside and calling me to go outside. I put baby Caleb in his crib and went to see what Cameron wanted. I see him standing by his car with bags in the trunk. I asked him " where are you going?" He said " I'm leaving, i cant do this anymore" I stood there stunned but yet not really. He says" goodbye and drives off"