Chapter 4
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[Julian's POV]
Adrienne's phone lit up on the vanity just as I reached for my cuff links.
7 days.
The wedding countdown sat on her screen in brutal white numbers. I looked at it for one beat too long, and then the dressing room door opened.
She stepped out in the gown she had chosen for the Sterling Foundation dinner, and the room seemed to stop around her. The silk fell clean over her body. The sapphire bracelet at her wrist caught the light and threw it back in sharp blue flashes. My chest tightened so fast it almost felt like pain.
"Jesus," I said, before I could stop myself. "You look beautiful."
She glanced at me through the mirror, calm and unreadable.
I crossed the room anyway. I wanted to touch her. I wanted to take that look off her face. I bent my head, aiming for her mouth, but she turned just enough that my lips brushed her cheek instead.
"Julian," she said softly, "that's because there are only seven days left until the wedding."
Her voice was light. Cold, too. It slid under my skin.
I pulled back and searched her face. "Adrienne."
But she had already reached for her clutch. "We're going to be late."
The drive to Tate was short, but the silence filled every inch of the car. London blurred past the window in wet black glass and reflected lights. I checked my phone twice without seeing anything on it. When we arrived at the museum, the moment the doors opened, the evening took over for us.
People turned. Smiled. Moved in.
I slipped her wrap over her shoulders before the first donor reached us. It was automatic, the sort of attentive gesture everyone expected from me, from us. My hand rested at the back of her neck for a second longer than necessary.
"There they are."
"The perfect couple."
"Seven days, Julian. You finally made an honest woman of her."
Laughter broke around us. Crystal clinked. Someone kissed Adrienne on the cheek. Someone else shook my hand and launched straight into congratulations. I answered smoothly. I smiled on cue. I thanked them.
And slowly, with every approving glance, every easy assumption, every warm blessing, the tension inside me loosened.
This was what things looked like from the outside. Clean. Settled. Admired.
I stood beside Adrienne with my hand at her waist and let them praise my devotion, my patience, my taste, my luck. I caught my reflection in the black glass beyond the crowd and almost believed it myself. Her sapphire bracelet flashed again under the lights. Our names kept landing in the same sentence.
You two.
The wedding.
At last.
I breathed easier. I even smiled wider.
For the first time all evening, I let myself enjoy it.
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[Adrienne's POV]
Their congratulations kept landing on me like flowers dropped onto a coffin.
I stood there with Julian's hand warm at my waist and listened to people celebrate something that had already died. My smile held. My back stayed straight. Even my thank-yous came out clean. It felt obscene how easy my body made it look.
"You're glowing tonight, Adrienne."
"I can't wait to see you walk down the aisle."
"You two are going to be so happy."
I nodded at each of them as if I belonged inside that future. My chest felt hollow, inch by inch, like something had been scooped out and carried away. I could almost hear the emptiness.
Julian's fingers pressed lightly against my spine.
"You okay?" he murmured.
I turned to him. "Of course."
His eyes stayed on me a second too long. Then he steered me away from the crowd with quiet efficiency, guiding me toward a quieter corner near the gallery wall. I went with him. I didn't resist. That made it worse somehow. Even his care had become practiced. Elegant. Easy.
"You were tense," he said.
"I'm fine."
He took a glass of champagne from a passing server and handed it to me. "Just breathe."
I almost laughed.
A familiar voice cut in before I could answer.
"Am I interrupting?"
Sienna Laurent stopped beside us in a fitted black gown that clung to her like a threat. Her mouth curved first at Julian, then at me. Her earrings flashed blue when she turned her head.
Noticed. Filed away.
"Sienna," Julian said flatly.
She ignored his tone. "Adrienne, I wanted a moment, actually. I hate unfinished misunderstandings."
I held her gaze. "Then finish it."
Her smile brightened. "There was a time I asked Julian whether people like us should stop pretending romance mattered and just marry for convenience. A useful arrangement. Clean. Strategic. It sounds vulgar when I say it like that, but you know how this world works."
Julian's jaw hardened. "Enough."
She kept talking as if he hadn't spoken. "Of course, that's ancient history. I have someone else now. Happily. So please don't think I'm circling your engagement ring." Her eyes dropped to my wrist. "I'm really not."
The words were smooth, but they landed dirty.
"What exactly are you trying to say?" I asked.
Sienna tipped one shoulder. "Only that men like Julian are rarely as simple as the women who love them hope."
Julian stepped closer, his voice low and sharp. "Stay away from her."
She looked delighted.
"Or what?" she asked softly. "You'll protect her from a conversation?" Her gaze slid between us. "Besides, there are always people willing to hear more."
Then she looked at Julian.
He looked back.
It lasted less than a second, maybe less. But it was enough. Something passed between them without words. Recognition. Warning. Shared knowledge.
The air changed.
Julian's face went tight so suddenly it seemed to lock in place. He lifted his champagne and drained it in one swallow. His throat worked once. Hard.
I didn't need either of them to explain a thing.
That silent exchange cut deeper than any confession could have. It was too practiced. Too immediate. They knew where the edges were because they had both stood there before.
I set my glass down on the nearest tray. "Excuse me."
Julian turned to me at once. "Adrienne—"
"I need the ladies' room."
My voice came out steady. I was grateful for that. I started walking before he could answer.
The gallery lights blurred for a second, then sharpened again. My fingers had gone so cold they barely felt attached to me, but my breathing grew calmer with every step. In for four. Out for four. The marble floor clicked under my heels with dry little sounds.
I passed a cluster of guests near the corridor bend. They didn't lower their voices enough.
"Sienna looks incredible tonight."
"That dress is lethal."
"And those earrings. Stunning."
A laugh.
"Did you notice? They're almost a set with Adrienne's bracelet. Same sapphire design, practically."
I stopped.
No one noticed me. They kept talking.
"It must be from the family vault, right?"
"Vivienne has impeccable taste."
My hand moved before I thought about it. I looked down at the bracelet on my wrist, at the blue stones I had once touched with stupid, private gratitude. Julian had fastened it for me himself. He'd smiled and said it suited me perfectly.
Almost a set.
The corridor seemed to narrow around me. Not from panic. From clarity.
I had believed some gestures were mine. Not public. Not negotiable. Mine.
I slipped the bracelet off slowly. The clasp gave with a soft click. I closed it inside my palm and squeezed until the metal bit into my skin. The pain was small, exact, and clean.
Good.
I needed clean.
The sapphires pressed hard against my hand as I stood there in the middle of the corridor, breathing evenly at last. The answer settled inside me with terrible precision.
It had never been singular.
Maybe it had never even been meant to be.
I opened my eyes, lifted my chin, and kept walking toward the restroom with the bracelet hidden in my fist.
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