10 - Broken

2135 Words
All the way back to the omega quarters there was laughter. Not laughter anymore, only the memory of it, but the sound remained in Araceli's head long after she left the sacred grove. Every whisper. Every sneer. Every vicious word said again and over, spiralling through her mind like wounds that wouldn't stop bleeding. She attempted to shrug them off but they clung to her, harsh and insistent, reawakening the humiliation she’d suffered only moments ago. She didn't recall how she got to her room. The trip back melted into nothing, lost in the maelstrom brewing inside her. She only remembered closing the door and locking it and falling to the floor. The minute she was alone, everything fell apart. A sob sprang from her throat, and then another, and then another, each more agonising than the previous. Years of loneliness, years of pain, years of rejection all came crashing down at once, destroying the fragile control she had tried so hard to preserve. She hugged herself hard, as if trying to hold the fragments together, but the act of desperation did not soothe her. Nothing helped the pain twisting in her chest. Nothing could lessen the searing anguish that devoured her from within. Because this wasn’t ordinary heartbreak. This was mate rejection, a wound inflicted directly upon the soul. The pain reached far deeper than embarrassment, deeper than sorrow, settling into the very core of her being. Every breath hurt. Every heartbeat felt heavy. And with each passing second, it felt as though she were slowly dying. Outside her room, the celebration continued deep into the night. Music drifted through the air, accompanied by bursts of laughter that echoed across the village as wolves celebrated their newfound mates. Families gathered together, friends raised their drinks in honor of destiny, and life carried on with effortless certainty, as though nothing had happened, as though Araceli’s world had not just fallen apart. She hated it. Not the celebration itself, but the indifference behind it. The painful realization settled heavily inside her that her suffering meant nothing to anyone else. Silver Moon Pack had always made her feel invisible, but tonight proved just how invisible she truly was. No one knocked on her door. No one checked on her. No one seemed to care whether she was crying, hurting, or completely broken. The truth hurt more than she wanted to admit. Despite everything, a small part of her had hoped someone might notice, that someone might care enough to look for her or ask where she had gone. But no one came. No one ever did. The realization settled heavily inside her, quiet and familiar, carrying a disappointment that lingered far longer than she wanted to acknowledge. Hours passed. Or perhaps minutes. Araceli couldn’t say. Time had no significance anymore, somewhere between the first sobs and the long silence that followed. The world outside her little chamber felt far away and unattainable, and she was still weighed down by the crushing burden of disappointment. Her tears dried up at last, not from feeling better, but from having cried her eyes out. Her eyes were raw from sobbing, her chest ached when she drew in a breath and a profound heaviness seeped into her limbs till it was impossible to move. She felt empty, as if she had been hollowed out by sadness and shame, as if there were nothing left inside her. Slowly she got on to her bed and looked up at the ceiling. The room was filled with darkness, which wrapped itself around the aged walls and meagre furniture. No voice came through the door. No footsteps. The silence went on forever, the kind of familiar that hurt worse. It was lonely, as it was every nite of her existence. Only now the loneliness felt worse. Because for a brief moment, she had allowed herself to hope. And losing hope hurt far more than never having it at all. Her fingers tightened around the blanket as the same question circled endlessly through her mind. Why? Why would the Moon Goddess reveal a bond only to destroy it? Why give her a mate who would never choose her? Why allow her to dream of something she could never truly have if fate had always intended to shatter those dreams? The questions rose one after another, demanding answers that never came. The room remained still around her, offering nothing in return. No explanation. No comfort. No sign that any higher power had heard her pain. She was met only by silence, cold and unyielding, a cruel and unforgiving silence that seemed to stretch endlessly before her. Somewhere after midnight, a strange sensation stirred beneath Araceli’s skin. She frowned as the feeling spread through her body, faint and barely noticeable at first. It was a warmth, small and gentle, unlike the rejection pain that had haunted her for so long and unlike anything she had ever experienced before. The unfamiliar sensation lingered just long enough to pull her from sleep. Her eyes opened to the darkness. For several moments, she lay still, paying attention to the strange warmth as it remained beneath her skin before slowly beginning to fade. It was odd, but she quickly searched for a reasonable explanation. Perhaps it was exhaustion. Perhaps her body was still reacting to the rejection. That explanation made sense, or at least more sense than anything else she could come up with in the middle of the night. With a quiet breath, she closed her eyes again, trying to sleep and trying to escape the thoughts that refused to leave her alone. Unfortunately, sleep refused to come. Every time she dozed the memories resurfaced. Pierce stood and faced the crowd. Pierce saying those words. 8. Pierce chooses Chloe. The scenes played over and over, unrelentingly clear, until they bled into each other in a loop she couldn't stop. No matter how hard she tried to shove them away they came back, pulling her back through the same agonising moments whenever her guard slipped. It was a never ending nightmare, one she couldn't escape from no matter how much she wanted to wake up from it. Too soon the next morning dawned. Sunlight streamed through the little window and laid pale streaks across the room, but Araceli stayed in bed. For the first time in years, she didn’t rise before dawn, dash off to work, make breakfast, or start the never-ending round of cleaning and tasks that consumed her days. She didn't move at all. She was lying there, staring blankly at nothing, tiredness and misery weighing heavily upon her, unmoving under the thin covers. A sharp knock suddenly rattled her door. Then another followed, and another after that, each one louder and more insistent than the last. “Araceli!” Helena’s voice, angry as always, pierced through the silence. “Open this door immediately!” Araceli closed her eyes and didn’t respond. The knocking grew louder, rattling the door hard enough to make the frame tremble. “Don’t make me break this door down!” The threat echoed through the small room, but Araceli remained where she was for several moments longer before finally forcing herself upright. Every movement felt difficult. Her entire body was weak, drained by the rejection that continued to affect her wolf. She could feel it with every breath she took. The connection that should have existed inside her felt damaged, incomplete, and painfully strained, leaving behind a constant ache she couldn’t escape. Slowly, she crossed the room and unlocked the door. The moment it opened, Helena scowled. “You overslept.” Araceli remained silent. “You missed morning duties.” Still, she said nothing. Helena’s irritation deepened, but as she looked closer, her expression shifted. Her gaze lingered on Araceli’s face, taking in the swollen eyes, the faint tear stains on her cheeks, and the exhaustion that seemed etched into every part of her. For a brief second, something resembling sympathy appeared on Helena’s face, but it vanished almost as quickly as it had come. “What happened happened.” The older woman crossed her arms, her expression settling back into its usual firmness. “You still have responsibilities.” The words landed like stones, cold, hard, and practical. There was no comfort in them, no kindness, no attempt at understanding. There was only work, as there always was. Araceli nodded mechanically. “Yes.” “Then get moving.” Helena turned and walked away without another word, ending the conversation as abruptly as it had begun. Araceli stared after her retreating figure, a hollow laugh nearly escaping her lips. Of course. What had she expected? Compassion? Comfort? From Silver Moon? That was her mistake. The village seemed different that morning, but perhaps it was Araceli herself who had changed. The streets were alive. The festival went on around her. Crowded roads, people laughing, smiling, talking. But her wherever she went, the discussions seemed to falter. Voices were hushed, eyes followed her every move, murmurs passed from one person to another. The news of the refusal had spread over the countryside until it appeared that everybody knew every nook and cranny of the settlement. Araceli kept her head down and looked at the goods in her arms. But the embarrassment was impossible to ignore. With each stride she travelled along the familiar streets, it felt heavy in her chest. As she brought the provisions to the kitchens a bunch of young wolves saw her coming and stepped out of the way. Not out of respect, but to get away from her. Their reply hurt more than any whispered discussion, made the burden of every look and every muttered word all the more difficult to carry. One tittered Somebody else stepped up and muttered something that drew smirks from the others. Super hearing wasn't necessary for Araceli to know what they were discussing. The gaze, the timing, the not so subtle satisfaction. It was clear. They were chatting about her. The Omega that was spurned. The girl dumb enough to believe the Alpha King would choose her. Embarrassment flared through her skin, hot and overwhelming, but she forced herself to continue. She took another stride. And another. She focused on the simple act of putting one foot in front of the other as the voices trailed her. Now it was all about survival. It was all she had to do. Live. Meanwhile, inside the Alpha House, Pierce Sencio stood alone in his office. The previous night’s events refused to leave his mind, lingering no matter how hard he tried to focus on the work spread across his desk. Every report remained untouched, every responsibility ignored as his attention repeatedly returned to a single image. Araceli. The look on her face after the refusal stayed with her in merciless clarity. The destruction, the anguish, the pure misery in her eyes stayed with him, returning again and again when he attempted to think of anything else. It was inescapable, inescapable to set aside. His wolf remained furious, pacing endlessly beneath his skin and filling him with a restless agitation he couldn’t shake. Rejecting a mate wasn’t common, and rejecting one publicly was even worse. The consequences of such a decision rarely disappeared quickly. They lingered emotionally, physically, and spiritually, leaving wounds that often ran far deeper than anyone wanted to admit. Pierce rubbed his temples, attempting to make the frantic thoughts in his head settle. He'd done the right thing, the logical thing, the responsible and needed thing. He knew that much. All the reasons were on the side, all the practical considerations led the same way. Yet no matter how many times he told himself this, it still seemed wrong. The confidence he had expected never materialised, and the shame that simmered just below the surface seemed to deepen with each passing hour. A knock at the door interrupted his thoughts. “Enter.” The door opened, and Chloe stepped inside. She was beautiful, confident, and smiling, everything he should want and everything that should make sense. By every measure, she was the obvious choice. Yet the moment his eyes landed on her, before he could stop himself or redirect his thoughts elsewhere, his mind immediately drifted to someone else — Araceli. The realization irritated him. Chloe approached, stopping a short distance away. “You’ve been avoiding everyone.” “I’m busy.” It was a lie, and they both knew it. Chloe’s smile weakened slightly, though she tried not to show it. “The council supports your decision.” Pierce didn’t answer. “The Alliance supports your decision.” Still, he remained silent. A flicker of concern crossed Chloe’s face as she studied him more carefully. Pierce wasn’t reacting the way she expected. Not at all.
Free reading for new users
Scan code to download app
Facebookexpand_more
  • author-avatar
    Writer
  • chap_listContents
  • likeADD