Engorged

Chapter 5: The incident.

At first I thought I shouldn't I didn't want to give away my first kiss away so easily but I was scared that if I said no he'd go. I mean he is really hot and I don't think he'd ask again. I looked away from him and he turned me to look at him once more. "It's okay if you don't want to." he said softly. "No no I want you... its just that..I've never..." he smiled brightly realizing what I was confessing.

"Its better that way. so you won't know if im bad at it." he laughed as he leaned in I laughed too making all my previous insecurities go away. He nuzzled my nose and I closed my eyes in anticipation. Moments later my first kiss was administered. First it was a soft peck then he pressed his lips against mine in a soft a gentle kiss. I just melted into him but he bit my lip a moan escaped from my lips into his that were still tightly on mine he took this as an opportunity and shoved his tongue into my mouth. Soon i started to kiss back following his rhythm which made him release a groan that echoed in my body. His hands started to roam my body he rested them on my ass using it to pull me closer only deepening the kiss. We heard movements behind the counter and I jumped which made him laugh. He took my hand and kissed it.

"Wanna get out of here?" I nodded liking that idea very much.

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"So that's why you and Anna are so close!" he exclaimed as I was opening my front door. "..always wondered." he continued. I lead him to the living room and he threw himself on the couch making himself very much at home. I was keen looking at his every movement that I hadn't realized that I haven't said a word since we got to my house. He looked at me with such intense lust that I put up my hand over my chest protectively looking everywhere but where he was. Palms sweating ,heartbeat faster than it ever was and my throat dry i finally found the courage to speak. "Y-o-u..you , you want something to drink or eatt..?" I asked. He looked at me smiling leaning in putting his elbows on his knees with a glare that said 'yeah you' which made a small smile creep up my face. I still stood a good distance away from him but I knew I was prey if i was even an inch closer he'd grab me and eat me up. I was beginning to think this was a bad idea. I just didn't know how to go about asking him to leave.

His smile grew bigger ,shook his head and sat back again comfortably on the couch.

"Some water thanks." he said reaching for remote switching on the television.

"You like roasts!" he shouted from the living room. "Yeah i appreciate the humour!" I screamed back. "Ever went to go see one?" he asked as I reentered the room with a glass of water. "No. never." I set the glass down and he muttered a 'thanks' and kept scrolling through my saved programs. I sat down myself watching him react to everything I have saved.

After a while of awkward silence and me not knowing what to do i sighed and looked away giving up. He turned instantly looking at me remorsefully.

"Sorry was just looking for something to watch-" he said but i cut him short."No! it's okay it's not that." i said quickly.

He took a sip of the water and switched off the television. He set both the glass and remote down at the same time then turned his entire body to face me.

"so... why?" he asked. "what?" i said confused. "Why haven't you ever gone to go see one." he explained putting on hand under his chin to look curious.

"oh that, i guess i don't wanna alone. My parents aren't always around and roasts aren't exactly Anna's cup of tea." i said holding an imaginary cup of tea then drinking like a shot which made Jack laugh.

"You're funny" he said setting his hand down on the couch making us look closer than we are. "You know I'm here i could take you." he said coming closer emphasising the words 'take you' and i cringe. My cringe was not visible to him,he seemed so consumed by lust. He came closer and closer until our noses were almost touching. I didn't budge staring at him like a dear stuck in head lights. His lips brushed with mine and instantly crashed into mine with brute force it wasn't soft and tender like before he was rough and harsh. I tried pushing him away but he was too strong for me. He broke the kiss and looked in my eyes hungry. I slipped from under him falling to the ground i quickly scrambled to my feet.

"What's wrong you don't like it rough?" he said tauntingly. A cold shiver ran through my spine. His big hand grabbed me by the neck pulling me to him. I tried to speak but i couldn't form words shock was an understatement.

"Well i do." he said bringing his face closer to mine. He started squeezing i clawed at his hands but he seemed immune. i want to shout, there is a party outside I'm sure someone will hear me.

"Pl-ea-se ...do-n't" I squealed out barely audible the air my oxygen supply slowly being cut. Tears prickling my vision.

I am now stone cold sober now and regret is all I have.

He smashed his lips on mine providing me with oxygen I desperately needed. I sucked in trying to get more air in my lungs than he was giving. He broke our kiss running out of air himself then dropped me to the ground breathed greedily willing the air to fill my lungs and never leave. I didn't know what to do. "See you, like it." he said and the tears just started flowing at the thought of what he will do next and the fact that he mistook my act of survival as an act of lust.