Engorged

Chapter 4: The party.

As we descended the stairs i felt empowered with everyone watching us. I felt beautiful. All of the sudden people were waving at me. People were asking each other who i was and do i go to their school. I felt ecstatic i had never really liked attention before and did my best to avoid it because i always thought id feel naked and obvious but right now i am the least covered than i have ever been my entire life and loving it.

The girls and i headed over to table where Jessica and Monica's boyfriends were. Jessica's boyfriend immediately took notice of me and stepped away from Jessica's side and reached for my hand.

"Im Jack. have we met?" the way his eyes examined me made me rethink my choice of clothing. I smiled nervously.

"I know. Im Sam." i said.

"oooh s**t Sam! Anna's friend Sam!?" he said with his hand still gripping mine while he looked at Andrew Monica's boyfriend to check if he believes me and i nodded and found a genuine smile.

"You clean up good." he said and I could just hear the girls eyes rolling from here.He released my hand and i turned to look at the party. Music blasting loudly, lights dimmed slightly and the double doors to Annas backyard wide open for people who smoke i suppose.

The house was packed. Most people dancing, some having hushed conversation and most were eating each other looking ready to make bad decisions. I looked around but i couldn't find the person i knew my eyes were looking for.

"Hey! Sam we gonna do shots over here!" Jack shouted. I followed and leaned on the table watched as shots were being passed around. I took mine reluctantly i couldn't say no because i felt Jessica's eyes on me saying i know she gonna say no i took it and gulped it in one go. My chest and throat suddenly felt like they were on fire. I started to cough trying to stop the sensation.I heard laughter and an etta girl from i can only guess Jack. I felt a hand around my shoulders but was still coughing to do anything about it.

"You okay?" she asked and i put up my hand giving her a thumbs up while nodding my head yes.

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After a couple more shots the girls began to indulge themselves in the opposite s*x i just couldn't i had a couple of guys come over to talk to me but as soon as they realized its not going to be anything other than talking they left leaving me doubting my decisions. It didn't that the liquid encouragement made urges i didn't understand but i assumed other people understood so i felt more free and open making me a better conversationalist than i have ever been my entire life. I just needed someone to understand the silent messages i was putting out.

I went to the kitchen just walking around looking for something i hoped to find soon. I felt a hand at the small of my back it was so gentle that it felt as if it was brushing by in a single place. I looked up to Jack smiling down at me. I had to admit he was quite good looking. His brown eyes and warm smile with teeth almost vampire like. He made me feel better about myself just by looking in my direction because to me he had a face i could only see on television. He was that goo looking.

"How are you liking the party?" he shouted but was still hard to hear over the sound of the music.

"What?!" i shouted back with a little too much effort, i was so nervous. i could feel every ounce of the liquid encouragement leave my body. He bent down closer to my ear his hot breath near my exposed skin and sent shivers down my spine. I suddenly understood what the urges were when i felt dampness escape in unexposed areas.

"Come!..lets go sit down somewhere." He found my hand and i followed with no objections.

We sat in the Kitchen on the ground behind the counter. I looked at him and he looked like he was dancing. He moved so slow and so smooth.

"So.. how you enjoying the party?" he said looking in my eyes. "It's okay" i shrugged even though i had no frame of reference. "Had i known you were into parties I'd have invited you to mine." he bit his bottom lip his eyes now roaming my body.

"Yeah right.." i said rolling my eyes. He chuckled low and deep. "What's that supposed to mean?" he asked feigning hurt. "Well nothing but the fact that its seems today is the first time you've seen me." i said raising my chin crossing my hands over my chest.

"Sam? Come on i see you!"

"Is that so..?" i said not buying it one bit.He brought his hand to my face turning me to look at him.

"I see you.." he said genuinely and i raised my eyebrow. "I do just that you always with Anna or have your head in a book its not that easy to talk to you. " Which was true and it made me blush a little.

"I saw you today" he said whistling his eyes doing a once over on my body "... and i just had to shoot my shot!" he said which made me blush even more.

"What about Jessica?" i asked knowing what he was insinuating.

"What about Jessica?" he asked shrugging. My eyebrows instantly came together. I was confused Jessica speaks as if they already married.

"She is your girlfriend." i said.

" What?! no." which only confused me more and he saw this and breathed out "look.." he started "Me and Jessica arent exactly together." now i knew he was lying they always lovey dovey in the school cafeteria.

"Yeah look.." he said putting his hand on my thigh. "I never actually asked her out. We were hanging out as friends at first then she threw herself at me and i obliged. Then she kept following me around everyone around just assumes we dating."

"What? really?" i asked because if what he was saying was true i had no reason to respect Jessica she had no dignity.

"Yeah. I like em quiet like you." he said in my ear with his hand drawing circles on my thigh. ".. and Jessica is just soo.."

he said with a disgusted look on his face. "I know." i said recalling all the times she cut me off with her 'anyways'.

"So about that kiss?" he said biting his bottom lip and letting it slide out.