Chapter 42
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If you were given two choices
Die by drowning into winter
Or
Die with your mouth covered with a pillow and breathing choked
And you have the liberty to choose. What would you pick?
So was I given the choice suffer with a sad and disappointed Pari around you
Or torture myself all alone with no Pari around.
I picked the later one….
I was leaving
For good..
I knew this wasn’t the best of choices.
But what would you expect?
I am nothing more than a monster
Finally I have become what I always dreaded to be.
No matter how amazing my parents are
I still looked forward to and acted like my biological father…
A scumbag, a cheater
Just like him..
How else do I define my doings of the day before?
Shit!
I do not even feel remorse or guilty, simpl
