While squeezing the pillow at her chest Pamela left a few tears to drop. She was never crying! But it seemed now she was having a reason. She was leaving all her family down, not only her mother. She was feeling really bad about it. 'If it wasn't for that b***h of Claudya!' she could have him eating from her palms. She squeezed harder the pillow while imagining what she had just thought. She was feeling she was getting in love with him but he chose Claudya! She was just spotted them yesterday at school and felt like she wanted to throw up!
She wanted him, not only to eat from her palm but to marry her. To be crazy about her, like all her exes were!
She was staring at the ceiling thinking what her mother will say after she would have heard that she failed to do the one task she gave her
