Outside the box

Chapter 3

“Who the hell do you think you are"

“I'm the man whose going to get married to you"he said standing up as well

“Well aren't you so full of yourself" “No I'm not ,I just had s*x with you,so it's logical to marry"

“For Christ sake this is the twenty-first century you don't just sleep together and get married in next week"

“I love you Alexandra" with that my eyes open wide nobody knows who I really am except Maria I raised my head and looked at the man in front of me, the only word that could ulter was

“Who are you"

“I'm Blake Harding"he said with authority

you .... what ..I stepped back almost falling he caught me holding my waist, putting my hands on his chest for support

“Blake" I couldn't say anything as tears rolled down my eyes, after everything I just shows up

“You b*****d" pushing him away from me,

“you monster how dare you"

“I deserve it, but we were kids Alex"

“Dont you dare call me by that name"

“why but that's who you are right?"

“Alexandra is dead,long gone this person before you is Emily Don" I said looking away

“What, Alex you can't be serious.

“Shut the f**k up" I said cutting him off

“I told you to stop saying that name Alex was stupid, shy, foolish girl, she went through hell, waiting and hoping her best friend will come to her rescue, that girl went through hell but never came back and alive" looking right straight to his eyes, she saw his emotion filled with pain and regret

“and now that Emily wants to start a new life, my childhood best friend who promise the world when they were kids took advantage of my drunkenness and came to proclaim love and asking for my hand in marriage" i laugh out loud

“you are so sarcastic,just get the hell out of here please,Jeez marriage" I laughed again

“You're funny, you know what? you are just like my ex-husband, like seriously, I think I will join the saying you men are all the same but in a different way" i said sitting down

“Alex list.. I looked at him so sharply that he had to stop Midway

“Emily I know what I did in the past was wrong and I don't even know how to explain, I was eleven. Emily when I was told I'll be leaving overseas, I'm already promised to be by your side no matter, I didn't mean to leave you, ok? how was still a kid controlled by his parents" he started explaining

“Oh please spare me the drama and get the hell out of my house" I said pointing to the door

“Ale... Emily lete explain please" he tried pleading

“Explain what, huh the fact you left without telling me, all the fact you didn't send or reply my message or the fact, you saw me after many year and the first thing to do was to take advantage of my vulnerabilities of been drunk all the fact, you f****d me unprotected oh wait now this is my favourite or the fact, you want to get married to me,geez you are hilarious I'll say" I said shaking my head almost laughing

“Listen...." I raised my hand cutting him off

“No you listen all I did was to have s*x with a total stranger and if the outcome produce a child I'll take responsibilities, so I don't see why I should be listening to you, ranting in my apartment"

“I believe you need time to adjust so the whole thing, let's talk another time when you have adjust to the issue" he said

“Theres no other time"

“Really? you want to take my word for it" he said grinning

“Listen you don't even know me anymore you could be getting married to a total stranger"

“oh I know you" he said walking towards me

“Oh really, we'll see about that" I said

“Hmm, we'll see " he said as he put his hand on my waist

“what the hell do you think you're doing" I said obviously pissed off

“I remember when we were little you had your hair short like and urchin" he said putting his fingers in my hair as the air called into his thumb

“Well it was one of the reason why i was bullied"

“But now it is long and curly, like red flame and wild" he said touching my face

“Wow it's no longer a urchin"

“I think I love it like this" he said as moved his head towards me his eyes on my lips. He was drawing me closer she could, should have pulled away from him, Blake Harding was last man she wanted for pursuing her.

He was far too, his hand sleep down from her shoulder along the curves of her back. his lips touched hers with an almost electric shock. I had moved against chest, pushing against his hard muscles,

“Emily" he murmured huskily,“kiss me"

Just once, for a moment. A brief madness in apartment, she let her fingers spread, feeling this solidness of him through is soft mohair sweater.His mouth search along the side of her face, pressing soft kisses on her neck,on her cheeks and lips.

He grasped her waist with his fingers,drew them up, placing her arms around his neck.Her fingers found his dark hair.

“No!" she broke away, getting far enough from his hands and lips to regain sanity. For heaven's sake,it was only a kiss, but she was trembling like a little girl.

“Whats wrong"

“Everything is wrong " I exclaimed

“What? How?"he said getting frustrated

“please go away" I wispered

“What? I didn't get you" he said

“Get the f**k out of my damn apartment and never come back,I hate you" I said calmly

“But your boby says the complete opposite"he said grinning

“Well guess what it's just s*x my boby is after,this boby can react to any man, so you are not special,I can f**k anyone I feel like"

“But..."

“Dont but me,get out right now" I said pointing towards the door.

He just stood there instead, like a confused freak.

”So...get going"but he still stands there,all of a sudden, he snapped his head at me

“ Are you married"

“No"

“You engaged"

“No"

“A boyfriend"

“No"

“So what the hell is the problem"

“You"

“Me?" he said confused

“Yes you" I said pointing at him

“You are the reason why my life is a mess, stop acting innocent when you are the reason why my life is a living hell"

“But Ale.. Emily I don't understand"he said looking confused, which pissed me off

“Can you get out" I said trying to control myself

“Fine I'll go" he said

“Ah, thank goodness, finally"I exclaimed

“But I will be back" he said challenging me

“Oh like hell you would" I said nonchalantly

“Want to make a bet" he said challengingly walking towards the door

“Yeah right" I said

“Oh definitely" he said holding the doorknob

“See you around little lion" he said walking leaving me alone in my God forsaking apartment

“Why does he keep calling that "I thought out loud almost immediately I heard a knock at the door, knowing who it is,I opened the door

“Who the hell is that cute pumpkin" she said cunningly

“He's back" I said as I tried controlling my self

“who's back"she said raising an eyebrow

“Blake Harding"

“WHAT??"she screamed.