Infinitely Infinite

Chapter-12

It was veritably, a drawn out, drooping journey with my mister. We had to go to singapore, Sydney and then Fiji. Yeah , connecting flights they were. We finally landed off, at Suva. We were taken to a private island inside Fiji, that was rented by Maya and Akshay for us to live in. It was actually an hour ride from the airport to the shore. And then a small boat carried us to the clandestine, hush-hush archipelago!

The travel, into the deep, blue water all stuck in my heart, so meticulously and strictly. The journey midst the blue water actually endearing and the breeze was emollient!  I didn't know, if he did enjoy this thing, but through out the journey we did not battle with each other too much we were tired and burned out. After being much worn out, we entered the cottage that was given for us in the island. The island was looking prodigious, elegant and drop dead throughout with deep blue sea water around it. It would have been the most inevitably enjoyable trip and days, if this had happened in real, yeah now it's just just an eye wash for others' that we are here for Honeymoon.

The island just had the cottage, but then if he had to go out  we again have to travel across the sea in the motor boat and the man who sailed it said, that the boat will be available all day and night!

As soon as we entered the cottage, he threw his bag on the recliner and rushed to the bed. I streamed and followed him, because that day it was my turn to take up the bed, our schedule accordingly. He jumped into the bed, hastily and then gave me a crooked, evil smile.

All this smile and your adonis frame, is making me washy, fallible and fragile Tarun.  I inwardly adored his smile, because i can't help it out.

'I am too tired to argue for this. Why do you do this to me?! ' i kinda pleaded to him in a very sad tone.

' Okay, now please don't start your thrift less speech. I am moving out of  the bed. ' he said and got out of the bed.

He went and adjusted his six feet height body into the little bit smaller, yet fluffly and over cushioned, black, luxurious couch. He struggled, at the beginning to stuff himself into the length of the couch but then he gnarled and curled and somehow managed to adjust within it. It was a sight of pity, humour, love and all together to see him struggling with the couch.

I had no idea about, when will the potent, secure, firm, fruition will ding my mind, on my love. Because, the befuddlement grew bigger and complicated and i felt weaker and weaker.

With no other thoughts, i decided to sleep for sometime. I leaped and tucked myself into the, bed and the quilt, and just gave him a look. He was sleeping with all this charm gathered togther. I instantly, started to find out the word to describe the sleeping beauty of a man, my man, my adonis. Oh, Heera. Shut up. What's this?! My man, my adonis?  So, what, you are completely failing on what you promised yourself before the wedding. No, this shouldn't happen because i have to remember that he hates me , and only hates me.

But then i sensed that it was too cold and chill out of the quilt bed, and he was sleeping on the couch, as it is, with no thing covered up. I decided to take up one of the quilts and cover it up on him, i was totally into the bizarre, wild feel when i took my hands to cover him up,i was minusculely coward and afraid  that he might wake up and freak out. Who cares?! Will that be a new thing, if he does so?! I will do this for my ain gratification and atonement.

Somehow, then i garnered and pull up all the courage and distributed the quilt over his body, without touching him. He then shrugged and within next second i came back and tucked myself into the other quilt. And the s**t happened! My cognizance, soul, zest all togther rewinded back to the moment, when i covered him with the blanket. That was a delusional happiness, when you're nearby your crush, and it can't be construed in words because, it was one of the stupefied moments, in my life.

I then scolded myself for being so effete and delicate, when it comes to his thing. I somehow then managed to shut my eyes, and dozed off. It was actually, local time five in the dusk, still... who cares,  we slept our life out.

When i woke up, he was still sleeping. I took up my phone to check the time, it was nine thirty but then when i tried to sit upright, something deep in my abdomen, buffeted. I was deeply, ruggedly hungry. I decided to take a quick shower, i collected my clothes and stormed into the privy, i thought of coming out of the water closet in my bathrobe but then the sudden thought hit me. What if had, woken up and it will be a furthermore embarrassment. So, i decided to wear up the dress and stepped out of the privy. As i thought, it wasn't that bad because he was not there on the couch when i came out.

I adjusted my black trousers and purple, tee and went out to the living room. He was sitting, on the couch stretching his  legs on the front table, crossing his hands against his chest. This man makes me think, if he got sculpted by someone. Heera, stop becoming feeble while facing him!!   I warned myself, and went towards him.

'See, I am going out for dinner! ' he said.

' Oh, wait! Then what will I do? '  i asked hastily.

' Will you please let me complete the thing! ' he asked furrowing his eye brows.

I rumpled my mouth, but rolled my eyes!

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I was sitting, with stretched leg on the couch. I was thinking about, what should we do the upcoming days in Fiji. And to flat out, my heart was going on,  a contemplative dither about the damsel. I am not the same old Tarun. I know, i still don't know things about her and i don't really bother to know about her. Yet, every time i talk or duel with her, all i can realize is that i have something with this girl. It was really strange and astonishing that, i find a girl beautiful and i even crave to talk to her and see her. I haven't gone through this much of, difficulties in my adolescent period! I didn't know, if i am the same, old Tarun.

But then the sudden thought, struck my head, why did she ask me, if i didn't call off the wedding on that day! I zealously had no idea, of what i did the previous night.With so much of difficulties, i rewinded my mind back to that day! I flashed back!!

It was ten, and that's when the wedding reception got over. I came back to my room, and know one can ever guess how i felt when Heera came to that night's party in the dress that i was forced to gift! Like a doll!!!  I entered the room, frustrated slightly, worn out psychologically, because all that i had is only that girl, on my mind. Thinking about her, make me go crazy and nuts! I threw my balzer on the couch, and took out my whiskey bottle, that i had kept hidden in my haversack when i packed my things for the wedding! But then the thought, caught up my sick head, i had entered her room and asked hee to call off the wedding, in ebriety.

Holy s**t! What have you Tarun! Asked her to cancel the wedding. Yes, i did because i was afraid that, my life would change drastically with this girl's entry, and i decided the thing only after finding so many abnormalities and manifestations of liking a girl. Opening up, i was afraid that i would fall for her. First time, in life..  Ok i am not that old..  First time in twenty five years, i think i like a girl not just her appearance, but her way of talking, her neighborhood with me and her everything.  I didn't know, if i should suppress these thoughts, because i was not sure avout the other side.

Coming to the think, if my guess is right, that's what would have happened!  I was thinking all these, sitting on the couch, with a serious facial expression. That's when, She appeared in front of me, in her trousers and purple tee. She was looking too beautiful, fascinating that i didn't take my eyes off her, until the tenth second of her entry. I can shamelessly agree this though! I did not know, that even a girl could could have been born for me, or i haven't even got these thoughts even once. This girl, gives me all strange so called, cinematic, dramatic Love feelings! Is this real?!

But then our battle, started. She didn't let me finish my sentence, and started her thing!

'I was about to ask you if you're coming! ' i said and noticed her, gazing at my jaws.

' Obviously! What will i do all alone here?! ' she snapped at me, coming back to consciousness.

' Oh, please, why do bark at me?! ' I asked, frowning falsely!

' What am I? A dog?! To bark at you?! '  she said, smiling cockeyedly!

' See, i am hungry to the core, Let's first eat and then continue this! ' i said, and walked towards the door.

' Good decision Mr. Tarun.' she said and followed him.

We walked, till the shore and then boarded a boat to sail across, because we had nothing but the cottage inside the island.

Again it was a journey, amidst the blue water, gentle breeze. Both of us were standing, next to eachother. I didn't talk or, turn up to see her, though it was dark around me, i decided to galre at the water around!