CHAPTER FIVE — “The Wolf Who Found Me”
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CHAPTER FIVE — “The Wolf Who Found Me”
I remember snow melting against my face.
Then darkness.
Then movement again.
Consciousness came apart in fragments after that.
Pain dragged me upward briefly before cold pulled me back under. I floated somewhere between waking and dreaming while the forest shifted around me in broken pieces of sensation: wind through black trees, distant wolf calls fading farther away, the sting of blood drying against my skin, the steady rhythm of footsteps crunching through snow.
And beneath all of it—
a heartbeat.
Slow.
Controlled.
Impossible steady.
Not mine.
The realization flickered weakly through my mind before disappearing again.
I became dimly aware of being carried.
One arm beneath my knees. Another supporting my back. My body jolted slightly with each measured step through the forest, but whoever held me never loosened his grip.
The mate bond pulsed faintly inside my chest.
Pain answered immediately.
A mistake.
I flinched weakly at the memory.
The movement earned a quiet sound above me.
“Easy.”
A man’s voice.
Low.
Controlled.
Not comforting.
Worse somehow.
The voice belonged to someone entirely certain of himself.
I forced my eyes open halfway.
Snow blurred across dark branches overhead. Lantern light flickered somewhere ahead through the storm while shadowed figures moved between trees around us.
Wolves.
Several.
But they stayed behind the man carrying me with careful distance.
Like they were afraid to get too close.
My thoughts slipped again before I could understand why.
I drifted in and out after that.
Sometimes I felt cold gloves adjusting around me carefully when I trembled too violently.
Sometimes I heard quiet voices nearby speaking words I couldn’t fully understand.
Sometimes the scent surrounding him pulled me half-awake before exhaustion dragged me under again.
Pine smoke.
Winter air.
Frost-covered cedar.
Iron.
And beneath it all—
something ancient enough to make my instincts tense instinctively even while injured.
Predator.
Every part of me understood that immediately.
But his hands never hurt me.
That contradiction followed me through unconsciousness like a splinter beneath skin.
At some point the snowfall disappeared.
Warmth replaced it slowly.
Firelight glowed dimly red against my closed eyelids.
I became aware of softness beneath me instead of movement.
A bed.
The realization felt distant and strange.
Pain returned next.
Sharp and immediate.
A broken sound escaped my throat before I could stop it.
“Don’t move yet.”
The same voice again.
Closer this time.
I forced my eyes open fully.
The room swam into focus gradually beneath flickering firelight.
Dark wooden walls.
Stone.
Tall narrow windows streaked with snow.
Bundles of drying herbs hanging from heavy ceiling beams.
Everything smelled faintly of cedar smoke and medicine.
The atmosphere felt ancient.
Isolated.
Claustrophobic in a quiet way.
I tried sitting up instinctively.
Pain exploded through my shoulder hard enough to make my vision blur again.
A hand caught my wrist immediately—not rough, not restraining, simply stopping me from tearing the wound open further.
“Your shoulder was clawed deeply,” the man said calmly. “You’ll reopen the stitches.”
Stitches.
I blinked hard against dizziness before finally looking at him properly.
And froze.
I knew him instantly.
Not because I had ever seen him before.
Because everyone knew his name.
Lucien Voss sat beside the bed with blood rolled dark against the sleeves of his black shirt. Firelight carved sharp shadows across elegant features too composed to be comforting.
Dark eyes watched me carefully.
Not hungrily.
Not gently either.
Precisely.
Like he noticed everything and chose which reactions to reveal.
The enemy alpha.
The monster neighboring territories whispered about behind locked doors.
Lucien Voss.
Fear crawled slowly beneath my skin.
Stories flooded back immediately.
Brutal strategist.
Border wars disappearing overnight.
Wolves vanishing near Voss territory.
Packs refusing to cross his forests after dark.
He was supposed to look monstrous.
Cruel.
Violent.
Instead, he looked calm enough to terrify me more.
Nothing about him seemed accidental.
Not the stillness.
Not the posture.
Not the way he held my gaze without effort.
Even seated beside a fire stitching blood from his hands, Lucien felt dangerous in the controlled way avalanches were dangerous.
Quiet right before destruction.
“You’re frightened,” he observed.
Not mocking.
Just factual.
I swallowed painfully. “You’re Lucien Voss.”
One corner of his mouth moved slightly.
Not quite a smile.
“Yes.”
The simplicity unsettled me.
Most powerful wolves performed their authority loudly. Darius did without meaning to sometimes—the room bending naturally around his anger and presence.
Lucien was different.
He didn’t dominate space.
He controlled it.
Effortlessly.
My gaze dropped toward the needle and black thread resting beside him on a folded cloth stained red.
“You stitched them yourself?”
“Yes.”
“Why?”
The question escaped before I could stop it.
Lucien studied me for one long silent second.
“The healer is tending injured patrol wolves,” he answered finally. “Waiting longer would have increased infection risk.”
His voice remained low and measured.
No wasted words.
No unnecessary reassurance.
That should have comforted me less than it did.
I shifted weakly against the blankets and immediately hissed through my teeth when pain tore through my side.
Lucien reached toward the torn fabric near my shoulder before stopping halfway.
“May I?”
I stared at him.
The question itself confused me so badly my mind briefly went blank.
May I?
No alpha asked permission from omegas.
No one asked permission from omegas.
Bodies like mine belonged to labor, service, pack necessity.
Not choice.
Lucien waited calmly while I processed the question.
As though my answer genuinely mattered.
Something inside my chest tightened painfully for entirely different reasons now.
“…Yes,” I whispered eventually.
Only then did he touch me again.
Careful fingers pulled blood-soaked fabric away from my stitched shoulder with clinical precision. He explained what he was doing before each movement without sounding patronizing.
“This may pull slightly.”
“You’re bleeding less now.”
“The fever should break by morning.”
No one had ever spoken to me this gently before without wanting something attached to it.
The realization frightened me almost as much as he did.
I watched him while he worked.
Lucien moved elegantly even doing something as ordinary as cleaning blood from skin. Controlled efficiency lived in every gesture. His expression barely shifted at all beneath the firelight.
Emotionally unreadable.
That unsettled me more than visible cruelty would have.
Cruel men were predictable.
Lucien felt impossible to predict.
“Why did the rogues obey you?” I asked quietly before courage failed me.
His hands paused briefly against my shoulder.
Then continued.
“They know better than to disobey.”
The answer sent cold unease down my spine.
Not because of the words.
Because of how calmly he said them.
Outside the room, muffled voices suddenly rose somewhere down the corridor.
Male wolves arguing.
I couldn’t make out everything through the walls and exhaustion.
“…Blackthorn territory…”
“…already searching…”
“…act of war…”
Lucien’s attention shifted briefly toward the closed door.
Then one voice became clearer.
“Blackthorn territory will call this an act of war.”
Silence followed.
I looked toward the doorway instinctively.
Lucien didn’t even sound irritated when he answered.
“Then let them.”
Quiet certainty.
Nothing more.
But the room changed afterward somehow.
The realization settled slowly and heavily inside me.
He knew exactly what taking me meant politically.
And he had done it anyway.
Fear twisted together with something stranger beneath my ribs.
Why?
The question lingered unanswered between us.
Lucien returned his attention to my injuries as though discussions of war bored him.
I should have kept pushing for answers.
Instead exhaustion dragged heavily at my consciousness again.
My eyelids became impossible to hold open.
The last thing I saw before sleep swallowed me was Lucien washing blood carefully from his hands beside the fire.
Methodical.
Precise.
Controlled.
Like a man accustomed to cleaning up violence quietly.
—
When I woke again, pale morning light filtered weakly through tall windows.
For one peaceful second, I forgot everything.
Then pain returned.
Then memory.
The ceremony hall.
Darius.
The rogues.
Lucien.
My stomach twisted sharply.
The room stood silent now except for crackling firewood somewhere nearby. Snow had stopped during the night. Beyond the windows, dark pine forests stretched endlessly beneath mountain fog and distant cliffs.
Unfamiliar land.
I pushed myself upright carefully this time.
Blankets slid from my shoulders.
That was when I noticed the crest burned into the stone fireplace across the room.
A silver wolf surrounded by thorns.
Recognition hit instantly.
Voss territory.
Enemy land.
Cold dread settled heavily inside my chest.
Blackthorn pack would think I vanished into the storm.
Maybe they believed I was dead already.
Maybe Helena preferred it that way.
And even if I somehow returned—
what waited for me there now?
Humiliation?
Punishment?
Whispers?
A future shaped entirely by rejection?
The mate bond throbbed faintly beneath my ribs like a bruise.
I pressed trembling fingers against it instinctively.
Outside, mountain fog swallowed the forests whole.
The world suddenly felt enormous and hostile.
And for the first time since fleeing the ceremony hall, I understood something truly terrifying.
There was no safe way home anymore.
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