Questions In The Dark

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Sleep didn't come easily that night. Serah lay in the narrow servant's bed listening to the compound settle around her, footsteps fading, doors closing, the low murmur of a household finally quieting down. She should have used the time to think about her mission. About the guards at the eastern wall, about whatever the pack was preparing for, about the small pieces of information Kael would want when she reported back. Instead she kept hearing Ezra's voice. *Why do you look more afraid of him than you are of me.* It wasn't a question she'd let herself ask before. Kael had never given her room to ask it. He'd built her entire life around a single, unshakeable truth, the Voss pack killed your family, and everything else had been built on top of that foundation like a house with no other rooms. There hadn't been space to wonder why her hands went cold every time he touched the suppression charm at her wrist. Why some small, buried part of her flinched at his approval as much as she craved it. She sat up before she could follow that thought any further. Somewhere past midnight, a sound pulled her fully awake. Not loud. Careful. A door somewhere down the hall, the particular quiet of someone trying not to be heard. She was on her feet before she'd decided to move, years of training taking over where conscious thought left off. She eased her door open and found the corridor empty, moonlight falling in pale strips through high windows. Nothing. No one. Then, low, from further down the hall, she heard voices. She followed them the way she'd been taught, close to the wall, weight on the balls of her feet, breathing slow. Two men stood near the servant's stairwell, half-shadowed, and one of them she recognized instantly. Renn. Her stomach dropped. Renn wasn't supposed to be here. Renn wasn't supposed to be anywhere near Voss territory once she'd crossed the border alone, that had been the entire plan, the thing Kael had drilled into her for weeks. She wasn't supposed to have contact, wasn't supposed to be watched, wasn't supposed to need watching. She pressed herself into the shadow of a doorway and listened. "...she's asking questions she shouldn't be," Renn was saying, voice low and clipped. "The heir's already onto her. This isn't going the way he said it would." The second man's voice was unfamiliar, rougher. "Kael said that was expected. Said the heir sniffing around was part of it." "Part of it." Renn's voice went flatter, colder. "He didn't tell her that part. He never tells her the parts that matter." Serah's pulse hammered so loud she was certain they'd hear it. "That's not our business," the second man said. "Our business is making sure she doesn't figure out what she's actually here for before it's finished." *Before what's finished.* The words landed like a blow she hadn't braced for. Not revenge. Not exposing the pack. Something else, something Kael had never told her, something that made her nothing more than a piece being moved across a board she couldn't see the shape of. A door creaked somewhere behind her, and Renn's head turned sharply toward the sound. Serah didn't wait to find out if he'd seen her. She was already moving, silent, retracing her steps back toward her room with her heart slamming against her ribs and one thought looping over and over, sharp enough to cut. Eleven years. Eleven years of training, of loyalty, of belief. And she still didn't know what she was actually being used for.
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