Why are you touching them but not me?
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Dad went back to Australia with PJ when they didn’t find me after I left home. I got busy at the hospital again but tried my best to balance my work schedule and my ‘baby’ time with Milena. I’ll do everything to maintain the happiness in this type of relationship we currently have.
“Hey, baby.”, I said while poking Milena’s cheeks. She’s busy coding at her laptop that she’s ignoring me beside her. It’s my day off today and I expect that we’ll have some quality time together.
“Mimi, I wanted to tell you something.”, I said again to get her attention.
“Okay.”, she said without looking.
“Stop working and I’ll tell you.”, I wrapped my arms in her waist and planted a kiss at the side of her neck.
She stopped typing and glanced at me. “I can’t. This project is due this week. I can still talk to you while I am working. I am good at multitasking.”, she said slightly annoyed.
I agreed that Milena’s good at multitasking. She could date several women in one night--- duh! I pouted my lips and sighed. Now that I got her attention, I couldn’t think of something to talk about. Then I remembered what my mother told me days before I met Milena again. I told Milena how my Mom got worried that if we meet, I might not come back home.
Milena laughed and asked, “Why? Do I look like a kidnapper?”
“No! It’s not like that! It’s because I told her that I am scared of you. Because, you’ll be entranced by my beauty and you’ll imprisoned me in your house. Making sure that no one could take me away from you!”
That’s not what really happened. Mom’s a little too fond of Milena but she’s worried that I’ll be always at Milena’s place like when we’re students. I think that she’s realizing that her daughter is in love with a girl. When Mi and I met, Mom was happy that we’re friends again but last week, my mother talked to me again and wanted me to not hangout too much with Milena because my Dad was already pissed at me. And because I’m their sweet rebel child, I didn’t listen to them.
“You know what? I should be the one who’s scared of you, Azil.”
“Why?”, I asked. Why would she be scared at me?!
“You’re a thief. You stole my first kiss and my heart. And now you are trying to steal my heart again.”
Gosh, this girl! Making me giddy all of a sudden! I playfully pinched her skin and slapped her arms to cover my flushed face. She tried to push me away, but I hugged her tight and showered her neck with small kisses. My hand went under her shirt and I felt her toned body.
Milena stared at me as she gently held my face and kissed me passionately. I moaned as she played with my tongue. Her kiss is different, it’s like I’m no match with her many experiences. I sat on her lap and let her remove my shirt and bra. She planted kisses from my neck down to my shoulders and then teased around my breasts. I shivered when she blew over my sensitive n*****s. She trailed kisses down my navel and I felt nervous. I’m not sure if I’m ready for what’s about to happen. I froze a little when she’s about to take off my pants. I shut my eyes tight and gulped hard but then she stopped. I opened my eyes and I saw her smiling at me and she gave back my discarded clothes. I sighed in relief. I’m willing to give myself to her but I’m scared that she’ll not be satisfied at my skill. I’m a noob compared to her.
“Hey, Azil! I forgot that I need to buy some groceries tonight!”
Groceries?! But I wanted to have more cuddles with her! I was left dumbstruck when she ran off like her perfect butt’s on fire. I opened her laptop and watch some tutorial videos on how to make your girl satisfied in bed. Gosh! This is so embarrassing! After an hour, I sent text messages to Milena. She took so long at the grocery store! I went outside when she replied that she’s on her way home. I raised an eyebrow when I saw her get off from a tricycle without any grocery bags in her hand.
“Where did you go? You are gone for two hours and you have no groceries with you?”
“Oh! I changed my mind! There’s so many people at the grocery store so I went to the payment center instead! Yep! Payment center to uh to pay my bills!”
Liar! She even changed clothes! She’s avoiding eye contact!
I walked closer to her and I smelled a different scent on her. I asked, “Why are you wearing different clothes? And it looks like you took a bath before going home?”
“Oh. After I paid my bills, I went to the gym. So, I needed to shower before going home”
“Grocery? Bills? Gym? Do you really think I’ll believe that?”
I’m stupidly in love with Milena but not too stupid to believe her. She came from one of her flings! To what? To have s*x after we make out? My heart ache and my tears started falling. I’m not good enough for her. I went back to her room and started packing my things. I want to go home.
“Azil, I am so sorry. Don’t leave. Hey, stop crying. I went out earlier because you turned me on. And I know that you will not stop me taking you even if you are not yet ready. You’ll just regret it if I did. So, stop teasing me.”, Milena said as she hugged me from behind. She turned me around and wiped my tears away.
“Mi, just treat me like you treat your other girls. Take me if you want. I’ll give all myself to you.”
“You are nothing like those girls. I respect you and I love you. I can’t take your innocence away without having the reassurance that I will have you in my life forever.”
She kissed me again and things started heating up again. She stopped on what she’s doing and laughed when she saw how she turned me on. I threw a pillow at her before she went to the kitchen.