Junior I can’t believe I told her about Mia. I can’t believe I said I love you. But it’s the truth. And no other words expressed how I felt in the moment. Desiree crying real tears for my pain. I love her so much it hurts. And yet she takes away my pain, too. Because just telling her about Mia—sharing that wound—makes it a little easier. Yeah, it opened it up again, for sure. But it also eased some of the pressure. I listen to the sound of the shower running, and just think about Desiree in there. The most amazing, big-hearted woman on the planet. I don’t deserve her. Which is why I’m not going to get the girl in this scenario. She may be falling in love with me, but she doesn’t want to be. I need to listen to what she said. But nothing’s going to stop me from taking care of he

