Dinner preparations were finished and I was sitting on the back porch just gazing out into the night sky. The way the stars lit up the sky reminds me of a romantic setting. It just amazes me how the stars and the sky as well as the moon, makes each other brighter.
Kind of like the way I want to feel with Axel but all I'm feeling is sadness and despair. Unfortunately, my heart didn't get that memo because no matter what I do, I still felt something for him. Something keeps telling me I'll regret it if I ever walk away from him or what we started.
Should've cancelled that trip like Jayson did.
The door to the back porch opened and Chris walked out with two glasses of wine in her hands. Since she got home, she has been pampering me and showing me more affection than she has e
