Suddenly, light flooded Levi's old bedroom as I flipped the switch. As I gazed at Levi's abandoned bed, I felt my throat tighten. Having said that Ella would be able to use Levi's room was easy for me, but thinking about Ella using Levi's room was a little less straightforward. Being in Levi's room... it wasn't easy at all. My goal was to keep Levi's room for him only. I knew it would remind him he had a place to go back to, but I knew he wouldn't go back to it. My mind was slamming the door and pretending that room didn't exist just like I had been doing for the past half year. Despite my scolding myself, I clenched the handle of the phone as I reminded myself that Levi would not want that. If Levi had been here, he wouldn't have made Ella sleep on that cramped couch the first night she s

