Best of me_ July 26th, 2007
When I met you I was so happy I had my life back on track, and had a lot going for myself.
So I was ready to let myself fall head over heels.
When we first started talking I never expected to have a deep connection with you.
I have never been in love like this before.
You had the best of me.
I gave myself to you completely.
I thought we’d be together forever, and now that you’re gone I don’t know what to do with myself.
I’m trying to pick up the pieces, but I’m not I can.
I gave you everything now I have nothing left to give.
I feel like this heartless empty shell.
I’m not sure I’ll ever be the woman I once was.
I’m scared to try again.
I gave you the best of me, and all you did was throw me away like the trash.
If I wasn’t enough for my true love then how could I be enough for anyone else?
Now I keep my guard up at all times.
I shelter what’s left of a once whole heart.
It feels like it’s shattered beyond repair.
The hardest part is knowing I’ll never hear your voice again.
I feel as if I’ve lost my best friend.
I gave you six months of my life.
Now I have nothing left to offer anyone.
The sad part is I truly believed you were my soul mate.
What a cruel joke the world played on me, but it showed me to never believe in anything again.
I was once this lively vivacious woman, now I don’t even feel half the woman I once was.
It’s all because I trusted you enough to give you the best of me.