Changed me- August 15th, 2008 10:44 am Friday
You once were attracted to the feisty strong independent woman I was.
You loved how bold and blunt I was.
And that I didn’t take anyone’s crap.
You said my beauty couldn’t be matched by any other.
You liked that I dressed sexy, and said you wouldn’t have me any other way.
Then we moved in together, and all that changed.
You told me I shouldn’t lure you in to bed with my body.
That I shouldn’t show any skin.
Every time I tried to say something you made me feel so dumb.
You controlled what I wore, what I did, what I said, even what I ate.
You completely changed me.
I became this robot that you controlled.
You made me in to the girl you thought you wanted me to be.
I was no longer the woman you once claimed you were drawn to.
All we ever did was argue.
You broke me spirit and my heart.
I was totally dependent on you for everything it’s no wonder why I fell apart when you left.
I was nothing without you, a zombie.
I had to figure out who I was all over again.
It’s been a year since you completely changed me, and I’m still trying to figure out just who I truly am.
Now if a man wants me he has to except me for me.
No man will ever have control over me again.
I will never change me to please a man again.