Jeremy I feel like I am in a fantasy reality. I don’t understand why I was so excited and filled with pride to see Harper Green on his new birth certificate as well as my name where it said father. I could have done back flips or cartwheels down the hall. I immediately set Harper up under my insurance as well as beneficiary for life insurance. I spoke with my lawyer to update my living will to leave everything to Harper with expenses accessed by Kya to support him if something happened to me. The rest will go in a trust until he is twenty-one. I took a picture of us and printed it out. I went to a florist shop nearby at lunch. I picked out a dozen red roses for Kya to show her how much I was thinking about her and love her. She’s mentioned love twice to me and I just have been fumbling

