His Hearts Desires

Chapter 15

The next few days passed with a blur. Between working Angelo and Ellie ,Angel was pretty busy. Angel had applied for a university in London.

She hoped that they would grant her a scholarship so that she would go there and study. The day when Angelo would leave for New York was near.

She had by now already realized that she loved Angelo but she was already realized that she was in love with Angelo but she was sure that hr did not feel the same way.

Ellie had approved their relationship from day one and even Angelo's parents seemed happy about it.

It was a night after their love making. In the blissful mood and aftermath of their love making,hung in the air.

Angelo cuddled her even closer.

'Come with me to New York baby'

This made Angel turn around. She hoped that now was the time that Angelo would confess his undying love for her,to her.

'Why?'

'Because I don't want to lose you just yet and I will be busy to come here to see you. You will stay at one of my penthouse's.

Disappointment filled her. So he didn't love her,he wanted her as his mistress. He just wanted easy access to her as long as he could.

'What's wrong?'

Nothing's wrong but I can't come with you. I have a life here and a child under my care. I can't just drop everything and go with you to New York.'.

'You couldn't be dropping anything. I could take you back to school and we would of cos go with Ellie.

"I still can't come,you may be too busy for me,its better this way'

'I hope you change your mind,I want you with me'

"That's not the same thing as......'(saying you love me)

"As what Angel?'

'Nothing, leave it'

"Its not nothing Angel,spill it out'

"I said leave it Angelo'

She got up and went outside. She watched the stars and wondered which one was hers. Was she ever grated for greater things or misery and loses and pain were to be a constant companions.

If he had only said he loved her or felt something towards her ,she would have gone to the ends of the world with him,but he hadn't.

She would learn to forget him.

A few moments later Angelo come and wrapped his arms around her, giving her temporary sense of security before to long where he would leave her.

He didn't talk and for that she was grateful.

Grateful for the peaceful moment,each treasuring the few precious days left together.

No more words were said ,only moans and groans as Angelo made slow love to her.

It was like he was saying goodbye. Her broken heart broke even more.