Christy What the hell is going on with me...?? Why I'm all soft to her. This wasn't the plan. This can't continue. I have to do something. I must show her she is nothing to me,, but... Somehow i feel she is a pure soul and i can't see the hurt in her eyes... But getting close to me will eventually hurt her more... Because once i got what i wanted, she will be the one who will suffer emotionally... I can't give even bit of hopes to her... Its for her own good, i will not show any good in me... now on she will really see the devil... Jeni Yesterday was like a dream. A date couldn't get any perfect. Christy showed his good side to me. Even he smiled at me, it was awesome to see him smile. A genuine one. May be there is good in him which he hides from the public. Or he is playing with my