The Baron and his Lady

Twenty: The beyond

 As soon as I walked through the passage  I could no longer hear anything. Its as if the forest just dropped dead. Not even the slightest scruffle can be heard.

I looked around and saw a series of endless bridges everywhere. Some entwined with the others connecting like a web. And when I peeked below there was another series of bridges leading somewhere.

Suprisingly it looked like I wasn't inside a tree. I was expecting I would be hurled to a narrow space and remained trapped forever. But this! This was totally nuts! It looked like a fantasy setting. The bridges were made of very thick vines where tiny leaves grew on some with small flowers blooming. Above was a cloudless sky and the sun shone brightly while a soft beeeze blew around.

Its not so bad, perhaps I can learn to live this place. All I had to lose was my life.

Remembering my parents a soft moan escaped my lips, tears threathened to fall. Despite my Mom's hysterics I had always loved her, she wasn't perfect but she had been there for me, now she won't be able to see me again, it hurt more that I could not even say goodbye. And there was Dad, he'll live I know. Emma won't hurt him. But he won't remember ever having a daughter who looked up to him. All those memories we shared are now gone.

I took a step back. Perhaps if I launch myself back to the passage it'll toss me back outside. Maybe I could beg Emma to let me stay with my Dad and we can put all this behind us. I'd be willing to do whatever she wanted me to do, even if it would cost me my sanity.

I turned to retrace my steps before I could change my mind and crashed into a solid body. Because my hands were still bound, I couldn't hold onto something to keep my balance. Plus another weight pushed me back until I lost my footing and I landed on my back with a thud.

"Ow! That hurt!"

I felt my head spin and bile started to rise on my throat, I'm totally going to be sick. I stopped moving and waited until the pain subsided before opening my eyes.

Deep blue orbs stared back at me, dark hair framed his face. His mouth was only inches away from mine, one more move and I'd be kissing him. But Lucian wasn't not feeling really turned on, his brows furrowed with worry.

"I'm sorry Krista. I didn't know you were standing right infront of the passage."

I blinked. What the fur ball is going on? I tilted my head and realized that he fell on top of me and we were on the ground. Our legs practically tangled with each other while his arms braced on his side lifting his weight off me.

Great. Now I can't pass thru the passage without Lucian knowing my plans. I have decided to abandon him the moment I realized what an a*s he really was, but now he's here with me—on top of me.

"Get off!"

I barked at him and tried to kick his groin but he got me pinned down.

"Stop struggling!" He untangled his legs first before easing off my body not bothering with the dirt on his clothes he reached down to help me stand.

I scoffed and managed to sit up. My legs weren't wobbly anymore so I was able to stand on my own. I'd rather rot before I touch him again.

"Here, let me.."

He went behind me and started fumbling with the rope. I wanted to refuse but I also wanted my hands back, so I let him undo my binds.

Emma's magic had probably worn off, I couldn't feel the rope tightening anymore. I tried to ignore his fingers that brushed my skin, it sent a wonderful tingling sensation all over my body. My face felt hot instantly, thankfully he was behind me so I was able to hide my burning cheeks. Once Lucian had freed my hands I felt the blood rush back on my fingers. It stung but it was better after a few moments.

I brought my hands into my face to wipe my sweat. The throbbing on my skull was still there but I'll survive. Once my vision steadied I started towards the passage again.

"Where are you going?"

"Away from here and away from you!"

I took about two steps before his hands caught me and pulled back. My face almost crashed into his chest if I haven't braced my hand first. His arm encircled my body trapping me in his embrace.

"Let me go!" I punched his chest and tried wriggling away. It was useless of course, Lucian was much stronger than me.

"You're not planning to go back, are you?"

"Yes I am! I don't care about you anymore, you can stay here for all I care. But I'm going back!"

"Will you calm down?"

"No! I won't! Not until you let me go!"

"She'll kill you and Tristane."

"No, she won't. I'll beg her to let me go, I won't come back for you. I won't help you anymore. I want my parents back!"

"She's ruthless, there's no way she would let you live should you manage to escape. The passage is closed."

I refused to believe him, I wanted to see with my own eyes but he won't let me go.

We continued wrestling with each other both refusing to give up. His breath was ragged against my ear while I kept my gaze on his shoulder. No way I'm looking up to him, if I catch his eyes I would be under his spell again. I can't allow it anymore. He'd used me enough.

"Krista...stop..you're hurt."

His voice was soft and was just too tempting to ignore. I stood still, this is not going to work at all. I closed my eyes and bowed my head.

"Let me go...please.."

I held back a sob but my voice cracked terribly. I can't trust myself anymore around him.

He lossened his grip on me and relaxed a bit but I was still pressed next to him. His right hand rested on my back while the other one found the back of my neck.

"Hear me out.. I promise I won't hurt you."

His cheek was pressed against my ear and his breath was very warm. I felt my body respond to his charms. Oh god, why does he have to be so seductively good? 

"No more games Lucian. You've used me already, just like how you've used the others."

He sighed, "I did not use you Krista." He paused, "I love you."

I used all the courage I could muster and pushed my face away from his chest then met his gaze.

"You know nothing of love Lucian. You only care about yourself! All you wanted to do was escape from her and live again. But your plan did not work, after I've sacrificed myself to get to you and abandon Tristane we ended stuck here! Thanks to you I won't see my family again! Tell me, how can you say you love me after feeding me lies? Huh?!" 

He was hurt and he should be! With everything that's happened it was not enough to just yell at him. I'll make him pay. If it means making his life miserable while we stay here, then I will.

"I am very sorry that she snatched your life away. I did not mean for this to happen. You were supposed to set me free once we linked our hands. I do not want you trapped here. I never lied to you Krista."

"Of course you didn't. It was I who fell into your trap because I was too naive to realize that someone would actually take me for who I was." I let out a nervous hateful laugh, "Why did I even think you'd care for me? I'm nothing compared to Yra or any ladies you've been with. I am not pretty, I was just plain and unattractive. I'm not special at all, why did you have to chose me Lucian? Why me?"

I wanted to rip his shirt to shreds. It just hurt so much to throw these things at him, knowing that I was really a nobody and was merely a tool for his freedom. I let the tears fall slowly until I could no longer hold them back anymore.

He remained silent which infuriated me more. Is he having regrets now? Because I was totally regretting everything. Does he want me around? Probably, if he can still use me. But do I want to stick with him? 

I lowered my gaze, totally ashamed of myself. Of course I want to stay with him, my pitiful heart ached for him and only him. Despite everything that's happened I still want him. I successfully trapped myself in a one-sided-love affair. Congraulations Krista, you just earned the Stupidity Award of the year.

I pushed my self away from his chest but he won't let me go. I raised my eyes again and his head came down cutting off my sobs with his mouth.

Sweet lord. He tasted so sweet. 

My heart was beating wildly as if his mouth robbed me of oxygen. I gasped for air when he shifted and pulled me closer before capturing my lips again. He cradled my head so I stood tiptoed to him. My hands found their way on his neck while my legs felt woobly beneath me, I had to lean against him so we won't stumble back.

Lucian kissed his way gently, parting my lips open so he could thrust his tongue inside mine. b****y hell! What a delicious entry! The boldness shocked me. He never kissed me this way before. It was so new. I did not know what to do, I tightened my arms around him while he did all the movement and I stood there overwhelmed and stunned.

My tears were forgotten, my sobs replaced by moans. My feelings have won. Despite my efforts to block him, not touch him and totally ignore him, here I am, kissing him back.

His hands travelled down my waist before cupping my a*s, I squirmed a little when he gave it a soft squeeze. He liked touching me, liked the way how warm I become with merely the brush of his fingers and I did not really care. I wanted more of it all. I began copying his movements, I wedged my tongue between his teeth before he granted me entry to his mouth. The sudden movement was enough to drive me crazy, inside he was much more exquisite. I felt him groaned inwardly and I responded with a soft moan. I began to brush my hand on his shoulders and he shuddered at my touch. So, I had the same effect to him. 

Tracing the firm muscles underneath the thin shirt I found my way to his bare chest. It was all I've expected, taut and well-sculpted. His n*****s were tiny yet soft and when I touched them he groaned with pleasure. I continued teasing him until he responded by cutting off the kiss and sucked on my neck. 

Oh b****y hell.

If this is what we'll be doing everyday I may not live long. Every touch was killing me.

His mouth continued kissing my neck leaving kiss marks on every inch. His lips found my jaw, soft fervent kisses sounded from his mouth. I couldn't help but gasp. He kissed my lips and I was once again brought to ecstasy. 

He pushed me against a wall, his hands braced on each side while his hips pinned my lower half, securing any means of escape. But I no longer wanted to escape. I wanted to stay within his reach. I knew it as soon as his mouth caught mine; I have already surrendered. He had a god's body and I wanted to worship it. 

Against the rough jeans I wore I could feel the bulge on his front side. I wanted to touch it badly but he caught my wrists in one hand.

"I want to touch you..." I managed to whisper between the kiss. Lucian pulled away and held my gaze.

"You do that and I lose control.."

His breath was raspy with need. Those deep blue orbs burned with desire. And I knew that I did this, I caused him to react this way.

My wrists came up and he held them above my head. I was completely trapped while his other hand roamed freely. His finger found my breasts and lingered on my n****e, it soon reacted and potruded against the fabric.

I bit my lower lip to hold back a cry, I couldn't control my body anymore. Lucian had bespelled me that with just one single movement I was writhing with pleasure.

His mouth found my neck again and I could only tilt my head to give him better access since I cannot use my hands to stop him. With every kiss another bolt of excitement was sent throughout my body.

What a sweet t*****e this was.

"Lu..cian.."

He did not respond, his hand had managed to hitch my shirt up and was now cupping the mounds of my breast. I wore a simple brassiere and it did little to protect my skin from his warmth. My pulse raced as his finger slipped inside and caught the n****e. I cried out, it felt much better than in my dream. Much, much better.

"I own you. I alone can touch your body like this, you hear me?" He whispered against my ear.

I could only nod as he massaged my breasts before freeing it from the fabric, he was able to undo the lock. Still holding my wrists on his left hand he dropped his head into my exposed flesh and sucked on my n****e.

My body arched forward with the connection. The little bolts of excitement was replaced by raging fires ready to consume me any minute now.

"Ohhh..."

I was biting my lip again, this was just too much to process. 

His mouth sucked and licked but he was careful not to use his teeth, though I felt I wanted to know how it would feel if he bit me. I continued arching my body, completely surrendering to l**t. Lucian was just happy to oblige. He abandoned my right breast so he could suck the other. When his mouth devoured my left breast , his saliva caused me to shudder, the breeze reacted to the wetness.

I was hot and cold at the same time. All because of one man. The wetness between my legs was making me uncomfortable. I moved my feet slightly away from each other to give him access, I felt him push his groin against me. I wanted him—now.

"Lucian, please..."

"Aye love. I cannot wait either."

With one swift movement he pushed my jeans down, his finger traced the mound in between before stripping the thong as well. He let my wrists go and I wasted no time helping him free himself.

His hands lifted my hips so my legs were wrapped around his waist. I held on his shoulders as I opened myself to him.

The first thrust caught me unprepared and I froze. Lucian captured my lips and continued pounding me with his rock hard body. I wasn't sure if I was doing the right thing, what if I slip and fall? What if can't satisfy him? But his lips calmed my nerves and I somehow found the rythm to match his.

"Do not think Krista. Abandon yourself to me."

I did not have to respond, he knew I was more than willing to comply.

For every thrust my backside welcomed the roughness of the wall behind me. I could care less if my shirt would be ruined, all I wanted was to feel every inch of Lucian.

He broke the kiss and planted his mouth on my neck. His lower half still thrusting.

"Do not... leave me again..not now, not ever.."

I almost cried out to disagree but he drew himself out.

"I..I.."

"Say it!"

He was demanding for me to stay with him and I was still fighting the urge to walk thru the passage again. He wanted me to just forget my family, my pet, my life—for him. Is he serious?

I managed to meet his eyes, his still burned with l**t but he won't give me more unless I give him my word. Oh damnation! He planned to seduce me at the first moment so I won't run away. 

I choke back a sob, he'd really go to lengths to use me. And I fell for it—again. How stupid can I be?

"I will love you for eternity Krista.. you will not need anything else. You'll have me, forever.."

"Its unfair.." My tears have fallen yet I did not tear my gaze away from him.

"Life is unfair, love.."

"Why do you torment me so? I love you Lucian. With all my heart. But you break it with every chance you get.."

"Do not leave me and you will not cry anymore.."

He was right. I am where I actually wanted to be with no strings to hold me down. If I stay he will have me, only me. There will be no one else. His pained look was enough to convince me to drop everything for him. I cannot lose this man. Not anymore.

"I will stay.."

His eyes lit up and the corner of his lips twitched, he wanted to grin but I wiped it off with my lips. He returned the kiss with much intensity enough to burn every nerve of my being.

The hunger between my legs was back, all I had to do was moved against him and he was soon inside again.

"You will not regret this Krista.."

I knew I would but I was willing to suffer the longing for my past life—for him. I have finally chosen the man who caused the death of soul as I would have even before I saw him.

When we both neared the peak of each other's pleasure he gave me one last kiss and filled me with his seed. 

I leaned my head back and welcomed the comforts of the world beyond.