f**k.
Gizmo watched the woman across from him and wished for the first time in years, he hadn’t sworn off serious relationships. The life he’d chosen with the Demented Souls wasn’t suitable to a family. He’d known it when he joined the Souls and despite several of his brothers recently finding women they’d fallen for and who could accept the life, he still didn’t think it was right. He didn’t want to bring someone else into the darkness he lived with.
This lifestyle had been his choice. He’d decided his not having a wife, a family or even a steady woman, was a sacrifice he was willing to make for this country, a country he loved, safer for those who already had those things. For the families and kids.
Until this moment, he’d never given the decision a second though. Jill though? Jill co
