The castle halls , usually filled with steady bustle , had become especially lively in recent days . Courtiers hurried about , maids whispered , and the guards were twice as alert . All because of the arrival of a new guest - Maretta , an orphan girl who had appeared at the palaces gates with a half - burned locket and eyes that , some claimed , resembled those of the king’s long - lost sister .
Serena heard about it in passing , polishing silver in the great hall where the king had welcomed Maretta just the day before . He’d looked at her with such warmth , as if he couldn’t believe his own luck .
“Have you seen her ?” Elvy asked , nudging her with an elbow in the kitchen .
“No. And I don’t want to , “Serena muttered , wiping a spoon for the tenth time .
“They say she’s like someone out of a fairy tale . Graceful , sweet , and her hair is just like the portraits in the northern gallery . Commander Toren brought her in himself ,” Elvy lowered her voice , “and he doesn’t seem to take his eyes off her .”
Serena didn’t answer . Her lips pressed into a thin line .
Toren had changed .
He no longer paused beside her in the corridors . No more sharp remarks that once made her cheeks burn , that always hid a spark behind them . Now his gaze held something else entirely - distance . Distrust .
And worst of all - he barely looked at her anymore .
Once , she saw him in the corner of the inner courtyard . He was leaning toward Maretta , saying something that made her smile and bite her lower lip . His hand brushed her elbow - casually , the same way he always did , like it meant nothing . But something twisted in Serena’s chest .
Later that same day , Toren walked into the kitchen . Serena stood by the counter , sorting herbs . He saw her , froze for a heartbeat .. and walked past without a word .
“You don’t speak to me anymore ? “She threw without turning around .
“I’m busy ,” he replied flatly .
“Or maybe you just found someone better talk to ?”
He stopped .
“That’s none of your concern .”
“Of course not , “ she said bitterly . “I’m just a servant . Not a princess . Not a heroine . Not.. Maretta .”
He turned sharply .
“Enough .”
“Why ? Truth stings ?” Her voice dripped sarcasm . “You don’t even know her . But she’s sweet , obedient - and conveniently comes with ‘proof .’ Of course she’s believable .”
“Watch your tongue , Ella ,” he said coldly . “ You’re crossing a line .”
“You were the one who erased the lines the moment you started looking at me like I’m a stranger .”
He turned away . “Maybe you are.”
Her heart sank . For the first time , her voice trembled . “You said you didn’t want to lose me ,” she said quietly . “That it had been a long time since you had a friend .”
Toren flinched almost imperceptibly , but she pressed on .
“You admired the Marshal of Elvenya . You wanted to be like him - strong , just , honorable . But you’re not like him . You’ll never be .”
He opened his mouth , but her voice rose - not in volume , but in fury barely contained .
“Because when a stranger showed up with nothing more than a trinket around her neck , suddenly everything you said meant nothing . You looked at her once - and forgot I even existed .”
A long silence stretched between them .
Serena stood there , chest rising and falling , trembling with everything she could no longer hold back .
“You turned your back on me the second it became convenient . “
And with that , she stepped away - past him , past the ache , past the bitterness .
Leaving him behind with her words echoing like a slap in the dark .
Toren
She was gone .
The door hadn’t even slammed - just quietly closed behind her . And then .. silence .
I stood there like a fool in the middle of the kitchen , fists clenched at my sides , a tight knot in my chest refusing to loosen .
“You wanted to be like him . But you’re not . And you’ll never be . “ her words cut deeper than any blade . Because they were true .
I had told her I didn’t want to lose her . Told her she was the only one person I could speak to without wearing a mask .
And the moment Maretta arrived - with her loose curls and her convenient heirloom - I ..
I panicked .
Panicked that Serena wasn’t who she said she was . That my feelings for her made me weak .
Panicked I’d grow attached to someone only to lose them again . Like I always did .
And now , with her gone .. it was too late .
“You turned your back on me the second it became convenient .”
And the worst part?
I did .
I sat on the edge of the table , not even noticing the sharp wood biting into my palms .
What if Maretta wasn’t who she claimed to be ?
What if ..
What if Serena had been telling the truth this whole time - even in silence ?
Why did her pain feel real , while Maretta felt like a portrait - polished , poised , but hollow ?
I wanted to be like Marshal Frostvale . I dreamed of being strong , just , honorable .
But right now ..
I felt like a coward .