[~♥CORAL♥~]
I don't know where I'm going with this.
This constant push and pull is exhilarating.
I'm trying so hard to fight these feelings swirling inside of me but somehow, deep down, I really don't think I want to. They're my mates after all.
Why am I really fighting this?
If I'm blind about their past actions, and look at them for what they are… they are everything and more that I want in a mate.
Though three mates is a little excessive but at the same time, it feels… perfect, perhaps?
Is it petty of me to be this way? Fight my feelings? Maybe because I'm too scared? Scared to move past it. Maybe I know it'd be too good to be true to have them as my mates.
After all, they used to be a constant part of my daily life and they still are.
They hurt me though. They lied and kept a
