Always

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    Caspian takes my face in both of his hands and looks me in the eyes, "Did you feel something, love?" Tears are building up as I look at the face of the man who I know I will love forever. I begin to cry over the past few days and all that has happened between us, "Cas, I feel like a chain just broke inside me and all of these overwhelming feelings are racing through me right now. I just I feel like you're the only thing that matters to me." At that I feel him bring me to his chest and feel all the sparks from the skin to skin contact. I breath in his scent and feel all shock, regret, and surprise melt off of me. All that I feel now is unconditional love for this man. "Caspian, I love you," I whisper to him. He pulls me back and looks me over as yet again taking a mental video of all that is going on right now. After a moment of his gaze looking over every detail of this moment he opens his mouth, "I love you more than all the stars combined, Kitty." and moves down to kiss me. The kiss brought sparks and and electricity racing through my body. He began to kiss me all over and the blanket quickly came off. His eyes were devouring every inch of my body and I felt so beautiful under his gaze. He kissed my lips and told me how much he loved them, he kissed my ear and did the same thing, and went through every body part telling me and showing me just how much he loved, valued, and worshipped each part of mine. My core started to burn with want and desire and I bucked  my hips when he got to my hip bone. He looked up at me expectantly and let his canines reach down between my legs until he was looking up at me from down there asking for permission. I quickly shook my head and saw a sly grin splayed on his face. He kissed me between my legs and on some of my stretch marks telling me exactly how beautiful and cherished each one of them were. He made his way up until I felt him nibble on my c**t, and I sucked in a quick breath of air. I was already wet, but I felt if he did that one more time I was going to explode. "Caspian," I began and then he did it again and I let it all go on him. He licked it up gingerly and came back up to me until he was by my ear, "You know, baby, you taste so good. I just wonder what you blood tastes like," and my body stiffens. I slowly turn my head until it's facing him and he can see the scared look that is taking over my face, "Will it hurt?" I squeak.      He smiles slowly and I can see the instant pang of regret in his eyes, "No baby, but that might be a little too much for your first time." I see his eyes soften and I feel more relaxed. When did he have this much control over me and my body? Not saying I don't like it, but I am just confused on what is happening and why my body is responding so much to what he says. He lifts my gaze from the balcony behind him to his face. "I am really trying to give you all the privacy you want, but it is really hard when you do it right in front of me. Instead of thinking that, if you were to just ask me I promise you I'd answer any question or worry of yours." I just shake my head, but still refuse to ask. I just didn't feel like right now I want to know. A part of me, honestly, is scared of what he is going to say. Instead I just press my lips to his and he hugs me to him. I still feel the moisture between my legs and wrap them around the other. He notices and lowers himself back down on me. His c**k is right between my thighs and my insides are screaming for him to come inside me. I gasp and he lowers his face to mine presses his lips gently against mine. "Love, are you sure you want to do this? It's okay to say no, I promise I won't be upset or anything like that." I just shake my head up and down since I am unable to put words together right now from how hot I am feeling. He takes a deep breath and gently puts his head inside and a sudden gasp escapes my lips. "I am right here baby, I am going to go a little further. If it hurts too much I will go slower." He continues to fill me and tears rush down my face. The pain is almost unbearable and I am racking my nails into his back. He is moving so slowly and the pain subsides and replaced with pleasure. "Cas," I barely make out, "I'm okay now, the pains gone," my voice shakes. He takes it out again and starts a steady rhythm going slow at first. My insides are scrambling inside and I am gulping down air. My heart is pounding and I hear myself begging him to go deeper. As he does I yell out, "Cas!" and he starts to go faster. We are both dripping in sweat and I feel my insides start to build up. I look up and meet Caspians gaze and I just hold onto him. My insides are quivering and my heart feels as if it's about to explode. Finally, my back arches up as he keeps hitting my sensitive spot, "Baby, I love you so much. You can let go now." At those final words my c****x that was building up comes rushing and and at the same time he releases himself into me. Both of us go limp into each others arms. I start running my fingers through his damp hair as he lays his head on my chest, "I love you too, so much."         After that first time we went again, and again, and again, until finally the sun came up. I was beginning to drift off when I heard him get out of bed. I grabbed his pillow and turned, trying to go to sleep. Within a couple of seconds I felt him sit down right in front of me and his hand petting my hair. He leaned down slowly and whispered into my ear, "I know you vowed to kill me, but I vow to cherish you for the rest of my life beautiful. Whatever you want from me from this day on I will give without hesitation. You will forever be my always." He kissed my cheek and nose and even turned around to kiss me on the forehead before he really left. This time I didn't bother to check the time on the clock to see when he left.      
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