Oh god, I really need to talk to somebody right now.
More specifically, I need to talk to Carter and either my dad, my brother or both of them because I've got so many questions that are swirling around in my mind like a freaking tornado which I desperately need the answers to and soon before I go f*****g crazy.
I needed to talk to my dad or brother to find out if they actually do know Julio and Dean Lopez or Trevor Lopez I should say and if so, how do they know them?.
I also need to speak with Carter and try to find out as much information as I can about Dean and also find out if he knew that Dean's name isn't his real name which I doubt he did know because I think he would've told me if he did but then again he might not, I don't know.
This is why I need to talk with him.
Ever since
