When I woke up this morning, I felt this feeling of calmness, relaxation and relief running all throughout my body and my mind felt really clear as well. I woke up to an empty bed but there was a note from Dean on the pillow next to me thanking me for a great night and he also said that he wishes he could've woken up next to me and said goodbye to me in person but he had to leave for work. I know you all probably think I should feel ashamed or at the least embarrassed by my actions last night and also for being left naked and alone in bed the next day like a w***e but I don't feel either of these emotions because like both Dean and I said numerous times, last night was a no strings attached affair. Besides, it's not like this is the first time I've been left alone and naked in bed the n

