CHAPTER 12
Ares
I spanked her. Damn it. It created an animal. I don't even remember how we got there. All I remember is being so angry with her, for how she spoke to Sienna, for how she treated me, for everything and I found an opening. I took it out on her. It was wrong. I was wrong.
I didn't approach the whole situation right at all. I should have never spanked her without giving her a safe word. I should have never told her she deserved it, even if she did. And I should have never left her to take care of the pain by herself.
Fuck. It's not like I had ointment in my office, but I should have gone out and bought some. What was wrong with me? I wasn't a sadist. I didn't enjoy hurting girls, didn't get off on it, but f**k I was so angry.
This disgusting emotion only came out whenever
