i have been in the pack for two months and let me tell you it has not been easy the first month was really hard because i have to learn a lot of things but i also had a lot of help from Hannah mohlam's mum she is the sweetest she taught me well i have also been helping in the pack hospital because my mate said i cant leave the pack until I adjust to how the pack systems work. i have been talking to my uncle once in a while and as for alex he is in a priest outreach program in Africa the last time i talked to him he said they were in sierra Leone I'm so jealous right now.as for my mate well we don't see eye to eye on a lot of things example my outfits he does not like me in my priest robe so i was force to change that. and leaving the pack thing the main reason he does not want me to is because he has not yet mark me and has already in introduce me as the pack's luna that what hannah told me. it's not like i dont want to be marked but I'm still not ready one thing I'm sure about is that mohlam respect me enough to respect my decision of not touching me. my wolf is now talking to me and my wolf understand my fear. we are becoming one as kia said yh my wolf has name i never knew that.now i let kai out alot cause i don't have a lot to do. my wolf is a bate i have always taught kai was an omega. but me letting it blend with nature he is getting a lot bigger faster and stronger he said me not letting it blend with nature was making him small and week.so that is me for now i have breakfast & dinner with mohlam every single day he goes to work i stay at home we are the only two people living in that mansion hannah and Charles drop by once or twice a week Charles is duke's mate the bate of the pack and every time he visit he brings food Charles is a chef at some restaurant down town and he makes the best food hannah bring cloth food and stuff when ever she drops by i can cook not as good as Charles thou i can only cook a few dishes but i cook evey day for the both of us. mohlm wanted to hire a maid but i did not like the idea so i told him i can do it since I'm not doing anything at the moment that's how i have spend the last two months. (back to the present)
i was in bed typing on my phone when i heard the front door of the house open and i knew mohlam was back from work so get off the bed by the time i reach down for the door i saw a pale mohlam i rushed to his side and ask are you ok are you feeling sick? I'm fine he said but you look pal and have a fever?scoff...I'm an Alpha i dont get sick but you look... it's the mate bond that is making my wolf grow week I'm a pack wolf I'm use to connecting with nature and people my bond with my mate is a part of natures so me stopping my wolf to mark you this is the ways of nature fighting back.but why dont i feel sick ? because you're not a pack wolf but by the time it reaches you it will be too late but dont worry your self i will never let anything happen to you.how long have you been feeling sick? two weeks after meeting you? WhAt you have been suffering for one month two weeks? yes! what can i do to help? we have to complete the mating process and allow my mark to be on your neck. but.. i know you're not ready so it fine i don't want to force you. how was you day? he changed the topic it was good i said let me wash up in my room and we would have dinner he said that and left. kia yes I'm here.i don't feel mohlam was telling me every thing what will happen if we do mate early? his wolf will die and the pack will fall with their alpha. WHAT ...really? yes but i know you will not let that happen William you have the purest heart. no i will not let that happen because of me. we were having dinner when i said mohlam let mate tonight and he started chocking on his food......
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we were on the dinner table when i heard mohlam let mate tonight then i started chocking of the food if i said i was shocked would you believe me but then i started feeling gulity that I'm forcing him to mate with me and then he spoke again it was bound to happen and i also feel like i belong in this pack so why wait.but i knwo he was just saying that because he was worried about me. you dont have to mate with me right away but we can do little things like sleeping on the same bed, kiss hold hands have a couple of makeout sessions you just to reassure my wolf that you want him too. my wolf want to mate right away but i want us to be a normal couple first . i was looking at him while he was thinking before saying yes he will give it a try. i was so happy that i reach for his hands but this time was diffrent cause he let me hold them.there was electrical movement in our body tiny little sparks it felt so amazing after dinner i was in my room pacing up and down waiting for him to finish what he is doing and join me inside my room i was going crazy thinking maybe he had changed his mind but when i heard the door i knew it was him so i look at the door there he was in a white silk pajamas then he noticed me looking at the pajamas oh your mum bought them for me ok it looks nice on you. thanks.we were on the bed i was holding him from the back you smell really nice thank you he said in a small voice .i whispered in his ears thank you for giving me a chance but he said nothing and then i noticed his even breath he was already asleep how can he sleep in times like this I'm his mate don't he feel the bond but i guess he was tired and he fit perfectly in my hand. good night baby