Dean stared at the room that he had briefly found comfort in the past few days and shook his head with the realization he came to . Everything was fleeting and would all come to an end, even life or better still , especially life . He sighed softly and made his way out of the room , his legs making it quite hard for him to leave the room on his knees like he had come . When he successfully crawled out , he looked down at his legs and smiled eerily , they had done so much good for him , it was hard to believe that they were the same legs that he had used to run back and forth from each of his workplaces back to the apartment in between shifts to make sure Jay was fine . Dean almost could not remember those days , they seemed strangely so long ago . How long ago had it been since he had

