Dean woke up for what was like the fourth time since he had tried to fall asleep .
He was so exhausted but his brain was strangely excited and would not rest so he found himself waking for strange reasons , with his brain replaying almost every scenario that he had witnessed within the past few days over and over again .
At first, the reason he had been unable to sleep had been quite simple , it had been because he had been unable to sleep as he was plagued with how Blade had looked as he read Carlos' note .
He had tried to tell himself to keep calm that he would talk to Blade later on and they could resolve it when everyone was sufficiently rested , but his body would not obey so he had ended up getting up and trudging up the stairs to look for Blade who he had promptly found so deep i
