The three of us are in the living room and the two of them are upstairs in Carol's bedroom. The volume of the TV is really high and Kevin's having a ball with the movie marathon and popcorn and soda because he has never done this before, although I am sure Ana knows or suspects what going on upstairs. Well, I don't. I know for a fact that Jay took her upstairs to spank her but now it looks like (read hears) they are having s*x. Is Carol not in her headspace? I don't want to go and find out. Ana wants to cuddle but I am too jumpy and jittery to sit at one place peacefully and cuddle her. I can't help but think it's my turn next. It's my turn soon. I walk around the house like a madman and put Ana on the couch every minute. She keeps on crawling back to me. Why is she so clingy today? "A

