Jay and Carol are over to wherever Zayn called them for preparing Carol how to get through the questioning and I feel a pang of sadness as Ana and Kevin rush through the door for Kevin's first play date ever. What if everything is screwed up? What if I am left alone? What if I go to jail and the rest of my family moves on with their lives because I, sure as hell am not letting Carol go to Jail or punished anyhow what so ever for trying to make me happy even though the means of it was a bit extreme.
I try getting some drawing done but I am not able to. I read for a bit, some psychological thriller Ana is currently reading and I wonder idly if she should be reading such books. She will flip if I ask her not do. She will probably try killing me too. I have known her to read ever since the fi
