There was something about seeing him in the flesh, with someone else, that made it hurt more than before. My heart felt like it had been ripped out all over again. The good times with Archie and the thoughts of Brad felt like a distant memory and I was back to feeling exactly how I felt those few weeks ago when the wound was fresh. Dinner wasn’t as good as it was supposed to be, I could tell everyone was trying to make conversation but I couldn’t concentrate. I felt as if my whole world was crumbling once again. We met the boys and Beth at the arena for tonight’s show. I didn’t talk much on the way there, my mum just giving me reassuring squeezes on my arm every now and then. My blank expression must have given everything away to Beth, as she pulled me to my dressing room. “What’s happen

