#B2A/Laid.
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Nagising ako, umaga na.
Nakaramdam ako na may mabigat sa tiyan ko?
Umikot ako sa kaliwa para makita ang lalakeng kasama ko kahapon, as always wala akong maidiskubre sa kanya kundi, gwapo at di lang gwapo, sorbrang gwapo.
Alam mong mapungay ang mata niya kahit tulog, matangos na ilong niya na tama at katamtaman lang, mga labi na mapula na parang bata, yung angular face niya is shaped perfectly.
Pero bago ako tumayo binigyan ko siya ng isang halik sa pisnge, kasi minsan lang ako mag ka chance na sa sobrang gwapo nito, pwede na ilagay sa wallet at ilagay na lang sa cellphone ko para kahit saan dala-dala ko.
"Rance Clifford" his name sounds sexy as he is.
Naligo na ako at hinanda ko na lang ang kanyang almusal, ayoko na istorbohin pa sya para mag-paalam. Medyo nahihiya rin ako pero bumigay rin naman ako agad.
Pagkatapos, Pinindot ko na lang ang elevator pababa.
Hindi ko to gusto, pero nung nakaharap ko na sya, parang na hypnotize ako at suddenly lahat ng desisyon at pagdududa ko nawala...
Parang, alam nya yung kailangan ko, sa mga mata niya nababasa ko yung pagnanasa na gusto niya ako.
He is so good to be true!
Kailangan ko na magising! Ganito ba ang lalake na mamahalin ko?
Naisip ko rin na delikadong pumasok sa ganitong sitwasyon, sa ganitong klase ng pamumuhay, at ganyang klase ng lalake...
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Ako nga pala si Alona Yrgassil 20 years of age, college student ng HRM, 2 years lang ang kinuha ko.
Parang mabilis lang lumipas ang panahon, ginawa ko lang ang usual na ginagawa ko, study, work, sleep, eat and bonding with friends.I am a normal college student.
Hindi ako nag-iwan ng paraan para ma contact niya ako until...
After a week.
"Good evening s-" I was shock to see the man in the hotel that I work for.
I'm a receptionist in Clifford Hotel.
Yes parehas ng pangalan ng taong kaharap ko ngayon! Amused na nagkita kami...
"Good evening, Alona Ygdrassil." He smiled, a sexy one.
"S-sir, can I ask your hotel number." I said na nauutal pa in some lines.
So I can give him his keys.
"213"He said plainly at kinuha ko na yung key, at binigay sa kanya.
"Thank you and enjoy your stay in the Hotel Clifford." I said as usual sa mga costumer.
He is standing there watching me.
Like he is amused on how professional I am?
I wonder kung anong ibig-sabihin nya sa mga titig niya...
"Miss Alona, can you be my cook? I'm starving." So yun lang yon!
But I have to admit I miss him...
A bit.
"The breakfast was good though." He said with a twitch of smile.
It is? Yay!
"Sir, I'm currently at work and cannot agree to such personal request." My English carried away.
"This is not a personal request but as your boss you are oblige to obey, see I'm a Clifford." He smiled a victorious one.
"Okay sir Clifford." I said then sighed.
"Just call me Rance."
"But sir...."
"No buts - I can do anything with my employees within his/her working hours right?" He's being considerate with me in his low grammar English.
"Y-yeah" I answered with doubt.
I ask myself.
Pwede ba yun?
Suddenly he called someone I think is the manager. And the manager came gushing out of nowhere and he said.
"Go Alona!" Kinalabit pa ako.
"O-ok." I said, do I have a choice?
"Come" He said then reached for my hand.
Holding hands kami ngayon, as I was about to press the elevator....
His finger was faster.
Ikaw na!
"Hey, you forgot to give me your number o sinasadya mo?" He asked in a serious tone?
"Sir I'm sorry ayoko pasukin yung personal na buhay nyo." Indirect rejection ko sa offer.
Well in reality I was just ashamed of myself.
"Please reconsider? Please look at the contract at least, I'll grant you full scholarship and allowances in your studies until you graduate and the contract last for only two months."
I cried in my thoughts...
I can't...
I'm falling for you..
You're not so hard to fall into.
Please stay away before I broke my heart into pieces...
"I'm sorry I regret everything." I said losing my virginity to a stranger wasn't my plan, I plan on giving that as a gift for my future husband but as I grew up, I envy my friends, at their age they had their own family pero ako kahit isang boyfriend wala. NBSB ako.
He guided me through doors at nasa kusina na ako.
"Magbibihis lang ako, do your thing Alona." His fluent language.
"Yes sir." I said.
"No sirs Alona." He replied.
"Can I be, your friend?" He added then said stopping in the middle.
"So-sorry Rance." ANKWARD. See?
Umalis na sya and I did my thing, nag luto lang ako ng chapseuy since yun lang ang pwede, buti kompleto lahat sa gamit. I bet he likes healthy foods too, kaya gulay yung niluto ko, pasensya na lang sya pang mahirap lang ang alam kong luto. I prepared it and as I turned nakasalumbaba siya sa dark tinted glass na mesa. Tired but sexy look for me.
May short envelope din sa tabi nya. Must be the contract.
"I missed you." He said that makes my heart jump.
Binaba ko na yung pineprepare ko. Kumuha na rin ako ng kanin mula sa rice cooker.
"What? No respond?" He said demandingly.
"R-rance can we forget about.... what happen before, I was rush about it." Medyo reluctant ako sabihin sa kanya.
"No." He said sternly.
Kumuha sya at sumubo ng ilan na parang galit.
"Please Alona reconsider, just for two months promise you'll like it" He said convincing me.
"No." I said too, plainly and frank. Napakamot sya sa ulo both his hands.
"Please don't play hard to get Alona." He's pissed nang di ko alam ang dahilan.
"I'm not playing though." I said sarcastically.
I can't...
I'm scared..
I'm scared...
He's frustrated.
Anong meron sa kanya.
"Rance madami pa namang babae I can help you find one, were friends right?" Shooting what he said back to him.
"Are you mocking me." He said in a cold stare sending me Goosebumps through my spine.
Nervously I drank the water I had.
"I'm done sir; do you have anything else you want me to do?" I'm a fighter! After all this is what I learned from pretty...
To be strong and bold.
"Sh*t alona I want to pusnish you, you -you're hurting me." He said like he said pain is written in his face.
"That's why let's forget about it Rance Cliford" I said frankly and quickly or urgently.
"F*ck I said I miss you I know we share the same feelings but why can't you just accept it." His hands explaining things in desperation.
"I'm not looking for just someone to f*ck I'm looking for a girlfriend that will please me both physically and emotionally Alona, and I think you're a candidate!"
"I can't believe what you just said, I don't believe at love at first sight, to be more specific f*ck at first sight." Yeah this is me.
"W-WHAT THE F*CK" He's so frustrated.
Somehow I see anger in his eyes, but to calm him down. I held the envelope and said. "Alright I'll reconsider" Not letting him know I'm nervous.
"Really?...." Para siyang bata.
"Eat your dinner now Rance Clifford." I like how his name rolled in my tongue even after all that.
"You're not taking it back? Are you?" Yeah, maybe I don't want to argue with you.
"Yes, I'll read it and I'll reconsider but I did not agree, yet." This is good for the both of us this time.
"Okay, I'll wait for your respond." When you know I rejected you already?
"Don't hope too much, I don't like this type of stuff." I said honestly.
"I know." He know?
"You're number? "He asked then I pressed to my number.
We exchange cellphone.
"How about a night to remember Alona Ygdrasil.."He said in a very husky tone.
His hands invited me with his eyes burning with lust.
Which is attractive and very seductive to me.
I reach his hand and said "Sure." With a big doubt, sarcastically.
I also want to be honest with myself that I want him too, because
I have nothing to lose anymore...
Can I enjoy a night with the one who took my virginity?
Let's see, I'm curious with myself right now; why did I even bother to debate him?
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I closed my eyes to savor the kiss.
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