After the fight we went back inside the bar for a few more drinks, and that was where things started to get a bit fuzzy. We stayed in the bar until it was close to midnight and we were the only ones left then went back to my dorm room. It was my suggestion to go back to my room, even though I knew I had already had too much to drink. I just couldn't deal with the idea of Ezra leaving, even for a few hours. Having Ezra by my side soothed me, or maybe that was just the alcohol. I had no way of knowing for sure when my mind was so fuzzy. We tried playing a board game for a while but I couldn’t focus. I was losing so badly that I convinced them to play drinking games with me instead. I thought it would be a way of getting to know Ezra better but I had miscalculated. I could have done witho

