Last night was a bit of a blur but there are some parts of it that I remember with perfect clarity. I remember the way it felt when Ezra touched and kissed me, partially because I don’t think I have come so hard in my life. If he could do that just using his fingers then I couldn’t wait to see what he would be able to do with other parts of his body.
I wish I hadn’t had to tell him how inexperienced I was though, that was mortifyingly embarrassing. If I could have gotten away with never admitting that then I would have been very happy. He didn’t seem too bothered by it, he said some sweet words then kissed me until I couldn’t think straight any more.
Part of me had hoped that he would take things further to distract me so I wouldn’t overthink things too much, but he didn’t. After he ki
